YFriday, April 29, 2005
long long day for me today.. worked til 4.30.. den rushed back to amk to meet wen to buy her bday cake and.. rushed again.. to meet mom aft wen.. went dwn town to buy wen's prezzies. shared it wif mom.. came back fr orchard.. waiting for bus to gt hm.. i saw sean [juz when thots abt him was running thru my mind]. he was rushing to catch the bus. guess wat. we came fr the same place. amazing. its the 1st time we act meet juz lyk tt [including the time when we used to date].. wow. but he didnt see me. oh wells... when i saw him.. my heart raced. juz lyk hw it used to in the past. though things are different nw.. but it seems lyk.. almost nthing changed. gosh...
so he's still wearing the braccelet i gt him for his bday.. he told me cos it was fr me. significance. im still shocked by it. i mean.. normally.. aft breaking up... guys whud be lyk.. whud nt want to have anything to do wif the girl anymore.. other den frenz of cos. so.. he said i still mean something to him.. *heart melts*
LOVE'S CONFUSING. NO PEACE OF MIND.
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YWednesday, April 27, 2005
im all red and in pain for the whole day. the burnt is killing me. overwhelmed wif pain. im so red til every1 at work knws tt i went for a sun tan yest. haha.. aft worked.. i was trying to gt hm early.. damn sbs. 2 stupid drivers of bus 76 pissed me off. i flagged for these 2 buses a few times.. but they are so blind til they couldnt see and they juz drove off. argh... wasted 40 mins of my time. i need to stretch my knees nw. sit too long and if i were to juz stand up lyk tt... my knees will hurt even more.. thank goodness wan hui forced to let doc eric to take a look at my burns. nw.. ive gt med.. but its gonna take some time for the pain to go away still...
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YTuesday, April 26, 2005
today was sort of exciting.. i rebelled [its been a long time since i last rebel]... haha... nt allowed to go to sentosa wif frenz but i did it.. went wif wen and rosa. went thr to sun tan of cos. yes. u heard me say it. sun tan. haha... im burnt nw. lyk 1 cooked lobster.. damn red. haha.. i think i shud wear a sign which say "do nt touch me" to work tml... im so scared tt they'll juz touched me out of a sudden and im gonna scream becos of the burn.. we went to siloso and palawan beach. haha.. siloso was the 1st.. met this ch8 actress called le yao, her bf [i think its her bf] and her lil puppy thr. hee.. we babysat her puppy for her as she head out to the waters.. its 1 friendly and smart puppy i muz say.. we took a few pics of her [puppy is a female..]. love it. den on our way back.. we met gerald. haha. i didnt see him till wen told me he's behind her. haha..
its back to work tml.. dunno if i''ll be able to wake up tml. im tired.. but im nt sleepy yet.. im still awake waiting for csi to start. thank goodness thrs no more temptation island on tv tonight. if nt.. i really do nt knw hw am i stay awake and wake up tml..
im still waiting for him to reply my sms which i doubt he whud. okie.. enough of bloggin for today.
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YMonday, April 25, 2005
going to sentosa wif wen and rosa tml.. yea!! haha.. i dun mind getting burnt tml.. haha.. sun burn of cos.. nt too burn too!!! haha... i look too pale nw.. eunice and sean's really worried abt me looking pale.. haha.. im eating ok!! im still eating lyk a pig.. hee..
ok.. desperate hsewives starting soon!! gonna go watch tv...
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YSaturday, April 23, 2005
had to work today.. shud have worked full day instead of half day... came back.. had to be mom's punching bag. it sux. she's 1 menopause woman... argh... was suppose to go out on tue.. im nt so sure if im still gonna go out wif wen on tue nw.. mom's ignoring me.. im juz gonna hide in my room since she wanna ignore me..
work loads are piling up each day... next wk on.. my work load will pile up even faster... shit. my eyes are gonna pop out.. those who are called to do data entry are so lucky... at least they wun die of stress and nobody whud go aft them if thr's error... can i switch to data entry?? it whud be so much easier for me man.. past 2 days of work [exlcuding today]... my gosh.. check until my eyes are popping out soon... dun tok abt next wk... nt surprise if my eyeballs are juz gonna fall out or something.. haha.. i guess more working on sat is gonna come.. nvm.. earn more $$... hee...
so.. i had a great conv wif him yest.. ended up blushing somehw.. face so red and hot.. haha.. "pat" me to bed too.. haha.. tru sms. wat the heck.. but its alright.. hee..
im gonna grow fat working whr im working nw.. so much junk food thr for us to eat.. stressed, need to munch? no worries.. haha... im nt lyk wan hui.. counting the amt of fat she has taken.. dunno whr she gt the energy to even worry abt her weight wif the amt of work she gotta do.. ive gt lesser den her and im already dying.. she? still can count fats. haha..
i feel so bad losing my temper at bo nao.. im still pissed wif mom and stupid bo nao keep asking abt it when i already told him to nt tok abt it... im pretty cranky at the moment.. damn it! im gonna screw bo nao nw... he's driving me nuts.
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YThursday, April 21, 2005
juz gt back fr work for quite awhile... im tired.. aft a hard day's work.. yep.. met him today.. though it was for a short 30mins.. it was gd enough.. i wun ask for more.. be happy wif wat i have.. hee.. im speechless.. the feeling is juz indescribable..
*blush blush*
my tag is dwn. shit.
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i knw u care for me. i feel it. i see it. i knw u knw it too..
no matter wat i do and whr i go, it sucks cos i want to be wif u.
u'll always be my baby
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YWednesday, April 20, 2005
ok.. so new bloggie. yep. i moved! haha.. so.. this will be de activated blog. check here for entries fr nw on..
went to tp to end in my medical report today.. found the best route for me to go to sch. hee.. aft tt.. was hanging out in town wif my girls. joyce had to go back to work half way so left wen and i hanging ard in town.. broke my sunglasses into 2. haha.. had to buy a new 1.. cant gt used to wearing the new shades yet...
he's coming over tml.. in e morn.. its still today and im freaking out already.. im nervous! haha.. yes.. i knw... he's taking cpf form fr me... but still.. im gonna face him... of cos i'd be nervous...
thx david! he helped make the skin tt i so called created worked. i mean.. i gave him de idea of hw i want my blog skin to be and he made it happened.. thx dude.
goin back to watching tv nw.. gotta rest early.. need to work tml.. cya!
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