YFriday, May 06, 2005
im stucked home again. nt working today. again. i cant go on doing nothing. i force myself to sleep til late again. i cant go on lyk this anymore. i need to do something. lazing around sucks. i dun lyk it. seriously. im still counting down the days to the time sch actually starts.
being in a new sch. means. new environment. new faces. new personalities. new beginning to something. gd or bad? i dunno. im afraid. im nervous. im anticipating.
for someone so young and naive. hard to knw wat to believe. still i thot i'd try for awhile. turning round and giving up's not my style. on my own. on my own way
bottled up is where my fears go. i will never show my fear. they'll tear me up til my tears show. all smoke and mirrors
just try hard. dont give in. keep it up and you'll win. dont let them know tt they gt to u. put on a brave face and u'll get through
this journey of ours never ends. we will alwaz pretend. fighting nt falling into our own illusions
spoken.
