YFriday, June 17, 2005
screwed. tts my life. screwed. dad juz lost his temper at me for wat? my wireless. fuck it. it wun work n it aint my fault. yes i knw u wanna help me do it.. but i've gt a test on mon. so stop bugging me! i need my fucking laptop! i need to do my fucking piece of work! why do u have to blame to having work to do?! go ask my tutors why they have to give me tests and work to do at this time when u wanna set my fucking wireless up! dun yell at me for it! u think i wanna have work to do, sit for test?! fuck no! so stop bugging me!!!!!!!!!!
i thot i had a great week til all the test n everything starts falling in. mom and dad losing temper at me for no fucking reason.. i wanna move out. move to somewhr i can work peacefully... i need inspirations for my proj. i need peace to study for my tests and do my work. i dun need u screaming at me. ive juz lost the mood to study thx to u guys. im becoming poorer each day becos of dad. fine wif tt. but im nt as happy as i used to be. thx to dad to. mom n dad will bicker becos of money. den mom will take it out on me. so will dad. fuck! im nt ur fucking punching bag! im starting to hate my life. i guess de only time im happy is when im wif my frenz and wif baby.
thx baby.. for making my week better and easier to gt thru.. love. maybe i shud have stayed out late todday. nt come home so early to face such shit. im innocent. its really thru. children pay for their parents' mistakes. 1 example here. y even have me? y even let me exist when i could juz die in ur stomach?
-i need u.
spoken.
