YSaturday, June 04, 2005
sometimes it kills to ask too many qus. sometimes it does help to ask many qus. confusing huh? u see.. it hurts to find out the truth. but if u dun ask, u'll nv find truth. yes i knw this is the 2nd time im bloggin for today. i juz felt lyk it. im bursting wif emotions. i wanna study but ive lost the mood to. i wanna eat but ive lost my appetite to. i need some1 to tok to but thr isnt 1 ard. i wanna pretend some things juz didnt happen, but i cant. i wanna run, but i dunno whr am i gonna run to. i want things to be back to normal, but i knw i dun have the ability to do tt. i knw im still very much in love wif u, but u said its fading away. i wanna keep myself busy, but i dunno wat to do. i wanna cry out loud but i cant. i wanna scream the 3 lil words out. will it even help?
it juz feels lyk i gotta face this world alone. im afraid. very frightened. im vulnerable.
spoken.
