YMonday, June 06, 2005
things are definately nt going my way. everything is screwed up. im so fucking depressed. i admit tt. so wat if i try to smile. its no use. all these madness is driving me nuts. so maybe i shud juz do wat prissy alwaz say.. lie to urself. live in denial. nw it seems lyk a gd idea for me.
so much said.. i wonder if any1 reads it. lyk any1 reads my blog anymore. he forgt my blog add, wen is hardly at hm.. who else? no1. i dont think any1 else reads my thots anymore. no1 will hear me screaming for help. screaming out loud "save me".. turning to the man up thr is lyk de only way left. shall nt sulk. shall nt cry. its time to put on a show tt im happy nw. blog ltr. gotta go to sch nw.
spoken.
