YFriday, September 30, 2005
was suppose to meet baby for a short while aft work today.. BUT!!! STUIPD ONG!!!! all his fault.. made so many mistakes den we gotta clear his mess up for him. means.. ot. means cant meet baby. argh............ well.. at least ive gt free dinner. haa. er.. but i rather see baby den a free dinner. hee...
gonna meet twang tml. gonna check out the new marine parade. wanted to bowl but we're so broke. fuck. i need money!!!!! twang! stop going nuts over ipod nano. woman! chill!!! haha... we're gonna gt nano. yes. i knw i said it looks ridiculous.. den i think abt it again. it act make more sense to buy nano instead of 20gb. nano's slim and small enough to fit into my pocket nicely. and 2gb is big enough for me! hee.. ok. set. nano's my new choice.
i hate my hse phone. my stupid lil plane [phone] cannot be used! cos! we need to plug in into the fucking modem! and the fucking modem, is nt in my room. argh... and the other phones, sucks! i can nv have a full conversation. y? batt low. *sulk*
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YThursday, September 29, 2005
im feeling really bothered rite nw.. something's buggin me. wats it? i dunno. juz really bothered. fuck it. its cosing me to feel really depressed rite nw..
started work today.. kinda relaxing though.. the photographer of the company kept disturbing me. cos i was de only 1 who could communicate wif him abt cameras. haha.. asshole. but! i found the key to protecting myself. haa! say...YOU'RE SO EVIL! the next moment, he'll shut up. neh neh ni poo poo.. hahaha....
maybe i shud watch the 40 yr old virgin. looks funny. haha... gonna watch corpse bride this sun wif dory fish n diane. im so excited!! haha.. i love the doggy!!! skeleton. heh.
nobody said it whud be easy / its juz ashame we're apart / lets go back to the start
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YWednesday, September 28, 2005
got a job at paya lebar AGAIN!!! nvm. thou shall nt complain. haha... its a 1 mth job. and before i even start working.. i took 3 days leave already. hw clever. haha.. gonna go on a holiday.... to malaysia again. help. genting to be exact. why nt KL???!?!!!!! *pouts* yes yes.. thou shall nt complain... *zip*
was suppose to meet baby tml.. BUT! ive got to work.... *sulk* *sulk* *sulk*
ouch. my zit juz burst. heck. hate zits anywaz... and ive gt 2 on my face. arghhhh..... zits are ugly and painful. dont u agree?
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YTuesday, September 27, 2005
was playing with friendster's new feature. customise your profile. haha.. fun. changed all the colours but!!!! the pic i uploaded didnt appear. its suppose to be my background. hmm.. i wonder whr went wrong. am thinking if i shud add a music vid to my friendster profile. hee..
wen n i were suppose to be goin to sentosa this wkend. but mom... REFUSE! to let me go. she thinks sentosa is too dangerous. wat the fuck. so we decided to go to a swimming complex instead. juz asked for permission, she pretend she couldnt hear. its obvious tt she's pretending. argh! menopause woman. im soooooo tempted to argue back.. but baby whudden allow. i'll juz have to shut up. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im turning 18yrs old!!!! im nt ur fucking 18mth old kid anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel so locked up. fuck! i had being locked up! they're making me feel more lyk a tortured prisioner den a happy teen. im serious! im their punching bag. den they lock me up. making me feel lyk a prisoner of war. excluding the part of being starved. I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so they dun let me out. i'll juz have to go back to sch [and hide]. i rather stay in sch do my bloody programming hol assignment den stay at home and be a prisoner of war.
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its all a misunderstandings. every1 has a look a like rite? haa. waiting for time to pass. gotta bathe soon. gonna meet girlfrens for lunch. thr's no job available today. act.. thrs 2. 1's a fraud. de other, the line is engaged. been calling. but its still engaged! fuckers. hang up the damn phone!!! so i can call thru of cos.
azmil and i are planning to meet up soon. its been a long long time since i last met him. i miss my small lil uncle ok! haha..
shawniee liew!!!!!!!! its nt him lahz.... look alike damn it!!! hahaha... maybe u saw his bro [his bro looks kinda lyk him].. heh.
ok.. my nose is leaking nw. ciaoz!!! *sniff*
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YMonday, September 26, 2005
somebody said he saw u holding hands wif another girl. is it true? tell me its nt true. but i dun want u to lie too..
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im so sleepy!!! gerald woke me up at lyk 10 plus.. jus to ask me who's baby meeting aft him. oh help. gotta go for another job interview ltr [boring!] with these sleepy eyes.. gonna meet jun at 3plus. she's goin for the interview too. data entry. easiest! haha.. sit thr n type.
im tired of goin for interviews and nt getting the job. so.. ive decided. i'll try looking for another week. if i still cant gt a job by then, forget it. im nt gonna work. eat grass lyk wat wen said. haha...
i wanna go out. but im too broke to. mom juz wun gimme money for going out. argh... i feel locked up... 1 pathetic prisioner.. heh. dun even knw if she allows me to attend the halloween party nw...
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YSaturday, September 24, 2005
wat a boring day today. met rosa for lunch. den we walked ard til it was time to go back. she came over to my place to use the comp.. erm.. wat else? hecty called. played a really stupid prank on me. right. ok.. hecty's juz plain lame. bare with it. haha... den.. tts abt it. my day.
gt my results yest. 2Bs, 2C+ and 1D+.. wat sucky results. baby scored a Z[top 5], an A, and 3Bs... genius. so proud of him. hee.. JL did really well too.. He gt a Z too.. asshole. haha... and he isnt happy wif his results. right.. JL! be happy abt it and shut up. exchange wif my results wif yours den u knw. haha
my head has been hurting since evening time. dunno why. maybe lack of oxygen in the brain? haha.. am still waiting for baby's msg. havent heard fr him for the whole day. whr have u been?
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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YWednesday, September 21, 2005
darker days are coming back to stay at least for awhile. i want my bright shiny days back. i hate the dark clouds. im afraid of thunders and lightning.
ok. shut up. i knw some1 has a day tt sucks even more den mine.
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*edited
cant believe this.. u did nasty things to me and im still standing by u. to my horror. u do nt appreciate it.
went for 2nd interview at iki gai today. cute name huh? iki-gai. haha... they briefed me abt some stuffs. gonna brief me abt more stuffs tml. yep. they employed me. yes! haha.. hopefully.. this job lasts. -for me of cos. haha.. den i met up wif the girls for lunch today. finally!!! had my dou hua. haha.. yummy!!! and im waiting for my macaroni to be cooked. [mom's making it] hee..
am suppose to meet baby on thurs or fri. looks lyk i cant meet him already. unless he sents me to work of cos. hee..
checked out iPod nano today.. hecty's rite. it looks ridiculous for a mp3 player. haha.. dun lyk it. ok.. so its slim, blah blah... its too slim damn it!! and it's height, looks too tall cos its so slim already. makes it look even weirder. gosh. NOT! gonna gt tt. i still want my 20GB iPod. any sponsers?? hee.. my bday's in 3 mths time.. anybody!! save up and gt me my iPod!! haha..
okie! macaroni's cooked!! gonna eat nw. haa!
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YTuesday, September 20, 2005
i lost my job. even before i gt to start work. fired me on mon. suppose to start work on tue. fuckers. oh wellz. nt even interested in the job they gave me. im only eyeing on the pay. haa.
went for another job interview today. at an international sch. they need peeps at the marketing dept and are looking for students. gonna go dwn for briefing tml. they're gonna make us expriment some life science stuffs.. ooh... cool! haha.. the boss was weird. he became so darn excited when he found out i lyk science. ok..... hmmp..
help. im so bored. i need a job. money, and it keeps me occupied. said tt before.
i wanna gt a tattoo.. ok.. been wanting it since.. i dunno when. haha.. real long ago. but! nobody supports me!!! ok. only wen. i want to gt my lip [side] pierced too. yep. nobody supports this too. including wen. ok.. lets see.. who do nt supports del in piercing and tattoo.
1. Mom
2. Dad
3. Baby
4. Wen
5. every other family member [cept, elaine, joanne and their parents and cheryl quek(if im nt wrong)]
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YMonday, September 19, 2005
so we gave up waiting for dad to leave the hse. guess wat. he's still at home. goodness me. we met outside instead. time past so fast whenever im wif him. met for an hr plus but it felt lyk its juz 30mins. *pouts*
am thinking of taking leave on thurs. yea.. i knw.. im only starting work tml and im gonna take leave on thurs. haha.. i wanna earn extra cash lahz... haha.. thrs another 1 day job on thurs and i really wanna take tt job. im desperate for money.. so broke. haha.. gonna try my luck in taking leave for thurs tml. haha.. dun care. haa!
elmo is so cute!!!! watching sesame street rite nw. haha.. yea yea.. kiddy.. so wat. i love elmo ok... heh..
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im gonna go crazy soon. dad WAS suppose to leave the damn hse at 9plus, 10.. its 10PLUS nw and he's still at home!!! fuck! baby's suppose to come over today.. ard this time nw!!! but hw's he to come over wif dad ard. argh.... dad has nv been so long winded before!!! and he's so fucking long winded nw!!!! he juz keeps toking on the phone!!!!!! telling some fucking grandfather story... ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think im going crazy... so tempted to chase him out of the hse. argh........................
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YFriday, September 16, 2005
the day started at 1205 for me. wasted time til 2 -met twang at 2. ate at pastamania til 3 plus den i left for raffles place [im still looking for a job damn it]. met jia xin n her bf half way. its been awhile since i last met her. memories of the days when twang n i were still working at raffles came back. oh wellz.
the entertainment called me back for a 2nd interview. so im suppose to spend a day with them checking out hw they work n stuff. whoo... den, i'll be going dwn to grandpa's place to celebrate his bday.
only 3 msgs fr baby today.. *sulk*
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YThursday, September 15, 2005
small lil part of my gum swelled today. ouch. heck. the swelling is goin dwn nw.. mom's on leave tml. she's goin for memogram. gonna meet her in town aft tt. am suppose to be at geylang eating dou hua wif michael, jl and prissy juz nw. obviously, i didnt go. nt tt i dun want to, its.. i couldnt. oh wellz. sorry guys.
to soon daowen david: dun be afraid [by my blogskin]. haha.. dun worry.. im nt all sucidal again. im seriously fine. i juz love the layout of it and the lyrics!! its to 1 of my fave evanesence song damn it! haha.. ok.. i knw im starting to sound psychotic again. but im harmless! seriously. haha.. check out the song i bruise easily. so me. haha...
on a lookout for a job again. suppose to go for an interview at tanjong pagar tml.. but im nt gonna go. rosa chan's worried abt me goin thr n its too far fr home. so...
its only the beginning of sch hols and i cant wait to go back to sch already. i miss sch. yep. so nt me. but!!!!! i need sch!!! it gives me something to do.. haa.
ok.. goin back to watching o.c
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latest aaron carter pic. -UGLY!!!!
any comments on it? tag it.
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YWednesday, September 14, 2005
u digust me. u make me feel sick. the sight of u makes me want to puke.
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YTuesday, September 13, 2005
so.. its gonna be quite awhile to the time i'll gt to see baby again. he's gonna start working tml. and he has only 1 day off [i dunno which day]. gosh. this sucks. thank goodness.. i met him today. if i gotta wait til the time he is free again to meet me, i think i probably die by then. haha.. im nt surprise tt by the mid of next week n havent gt to see him again yet, i'll start freaking out. i'll probably go mad fr missing him.
gonna go for a job interview tml at an entertainment company. hopefully... they'll gimme the position i want. haha... wish me luck. jun will be goin wif me tml. she's gonna be interviewed too. haha.. den i'll be goin dwn town to gt my stuff and grandpa's pressie. and i have no idea hw am i gonna pay for the things tml. my pay hasnt come yet!!! yikes.
ok.. im gonna go for dinner nw. hungry..
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YMonday, September 12, 2005
dunno why.. i feel tt something's wrong somewhr. i dunno its abt wat or wif wat...
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YSunday, September 11, 2005
its a flower. cool huh? yes.. its 1 STALK!!! haha..
er.. im toking abt the purple ball like thing
gotta wake up really early tml... jun's nt gonna work wif me tml. brina said doesnt need jun. oh well.. took nap for the whole aftnoon. ok.. some distractions nw and then. haha..
watching men in black II. cute. haha.. i still love frank. its the lil pug in the movie damn it. haha.. he is so cute! i dun mind having a talking pug.. whose so cute! heh..
i need to shop for new bras.. haha.. my bras are starting to tear.. haha... have no idea hw mommy wash them. hmm... gt bitten by mosquitoes again. pervetic fellow i might add. it bit my breast. asshole!!! argh...
toking to gf rite nw. she's weak... and whining. haha... she's feeling lyk an old lady rite nw.. *pat her head* heh. i'll blog another day.
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YSaturday, September 10, 2005
ok.. he's nt upset anymore.. phew.. hee.. er.. yu guo tian ching. hahaha!!! pro rite?? i learnt tt fr some chi tv show. was watching n reading eng subtitles [as usual] and learnt tt phrase.. haha..
gonna work on mon.. its juz a 1 day job. and whrs the money tt im gonna earn gonna go? grandpa's pressie. oh well.. jun n brina is gonna work wif me.. hee.. jl wants this job too.. too bad! he asked too late. haha...
hon promised to go shopping wif me for grandpa's pressie this coming wk. hee.. cant wait..
its been awhile since i last played wif december [my teddy].. nw, i juz realised hw tiny dec act is.. woah.. compared to rufie of cos. haha.. fat ass. haha..
went ikea today... finally! haha.. bought my quilt cover, mom's kitchen scissors, toilet mat, and some other stuffs. cant rmb. haha... den.. we had poached salmon wif potatoes at ikea too.. yummy!! my fave. hee.. ok.. im feeling hungry nw.. gonna look for food. i need supper. ciao.
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bad idea bad idea.. gosh... i made him upset. gosh gosh gosh.. im so sorry baby..
joyce's bbq was fun.. met up wif frenz whom i havent seen in lyk many yrs.. haha.. eg brina and angie.. woohoo.. brina even gt me a 1 day job. yea.. haha.. money money.. hahah.. saw erika's bf today.. haha.. he's so sweet to her.. aww.. he gave her small lil kisses on the cheek nw and then.. aww... anywaz. he's sweet. haha...
my right ear is so infected. itchy n swelled a lil. damn. anywaz. went shopping wif mom before i went for bbq... haha.. finally!!! she bought me the giodarno jeans tt ive been eyeing on. haha.. and a new polo tee [thrs discount if u buy 2 polo tees tts why.] haha.. yea yea... aiyoh.. so guilty. made him wait for me so long...
okok... gotta gt back to my conv wif prissy n "michelle" nw.. chasing me already.
Happy Anni baby..
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YThursday, September 08, 2005
*edited entry*
oh my gosh.. IM SO FUCKING BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bored to tears... i hate holidays.. too much holidays for me already. hecty asked me out.. but im so darn lazy to go out. plus im so broke. haha.. i want schoool!!!!!!!!!!!
advantages of goin to sch:
1. U learn stuffs
2. U gt allowences [means.. i can save money to shop without working]
3. U meet your frenz [ok.. so im a misfit but i still gt to have some laughs in sch]
4. I gt to see baby [either bumping into him or meeting him aft sch]
5. U DUN SIT AROUND N DO SHIT!!!
i want to go to school.......................................................................
yada yada yada blah blah... may god bless me. haha... give me life!!! hahaha... help....
i seriously seriously do nt lyk spending so much time away fr u. i knw i sound lyk some pyscho maniac. but honestly.. tts hw i feel. i want to see u so badly. ok. nt only see. i wanna be able to spend time wif u. it really really sucks having to be be away fr u.
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not gonna meet baby tml. sad... sad.. sad... anywaz. ive picked the papillio [did i spell it rite?] sandals i want already.. w w w. german-shoes-online . c o m/ birk_single.php?I_ID=1000940
tts the webby add. i cant seem to gt it out as a link. cant even type it properly too. only way to make it appear is to type it this wat. so... clear the spaces when u type the link!! haha..
hecty says its nice. hee... people!! take my damn shoe order!! i want this pair!!!
oh gosh.. its taking too long.. time is passing so slowly.. im waiting for tru calling to start.. its been ages since i last watched it. haha..
blah blah blah blah...
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YWednesday, September 07, 2005
im free.. free fr exams stress.. time for pimples to go away nw.. heh. actually.. im nt looking fwd to sch hols.. its a long hol.. if it was lyk 1,2 weeks, i whudden mind. but!!!! its!!!!! 1 over mth!! oh gosh. help.. i want to work, and i dun want to work. hmm.. wat do u think i shud do?
dunno if im meeting baby tml... obviously i want to meet him... but it all depends on him nw.. [his exam's aint over yet].. i miss him bad.. *pouts*
ok.. charmed's on tv nw.. ciaoz
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YTuesday, September 06, 2005
yea!!! last paper tml.. heh heh... ive gt a free mcdonald breakfast tml.. courtousy of mommy.. heh..
i miss baby already!! juz met him lyk few hrs back? haha.. im north pole, n his south pole. hahah.. magnets. haha.. ok.. dun mind me.. im juz really hyper rite nw. haha..
adapted from a song by 1st ladi - never be replaced
baby i love u n i'll nv let u go
but if i have boy i think that u shud knw
all the love made can nv be erased
and i promise u that u will nv be replaced
i love u yes i do
i'll be with u as long as u want me to
until the end of time
i can say i am truely happy till this day
its never a doubt in my mind
that i never regret having u by my side
-its obvious this lyric is for u- hee..
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YMonday, September 05, 2005
helo! im suppose to be studying for database but im soooo not in a studying mood. haha.. goodness..
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YFriday, September 02, 2005
been having sch these few days. its suppose to be my study week! damn it! haha... anywaz... didnt study today... came home only at 8. haha.. met baby in the morn. went to sch together, den met up wif gf n rosa.. lesbians day out today [we almost did crazy stuffs]. haha... and baby isnt jealous. hee.. wen! too bad. ur planned fail. he said he isnt jealous. haha...
i guess ive almost/had overcome my phobia. [yea!!!! *jumps around happily* haha..].. was pretty calm today. heh...
so... many things happened in sch. not to me though. but i knw im still a misfit. oh wells. exams' juz next week den its sch hols. im nt prepared for exams. gosh. and.. i have no idea wat to do during my hols [if i cant find a job]. frenz are either in sch or working. baby maybe working too.. ahh!!!!! im so gonna die of boredom. help!!! haha...
im gonna stop blogging for nw. one tree hill is starting real soon.
hon.. i miss u already!!!!!!!!
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