YMonday, October 31, 2005
Lost in the darkness, hoping for a sign
Instead thr is only silence
Cant u hear my screams?
Never stop hoping
Need to knw whr u are
But one thing is for sure
You're alwaz in my heart
I'll find you somewhere
I'll on trying until my dying day
I just need to knw whatever has happened
Lost in the darkness, try to find your way home
I want to embrace you and never let you go
Almost hope you're in heaven so no one can hurt your soul
Living in agony cause I just dont knw
Wherever you are, I wont stop searching
Whatever it takes, I need to knw
-i simply love this song. as for the bolded part, i guess u'll understand wat im trying to say
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YSaturday, October 29, 2005
results from throwing mixed sauce on rosa nice shirt huh? haha the gay couple we came across on the bus. loving huh? haha
- after results. nice? comments plz..
juz gt back fr rosa's bbq for awhile. hmm.. it was ok. wen n i had to bbq our own food. argh.. haha.. den zhi ling n wen played a prank on rosa. they threw mixed sauce on her. haha.. poor rosa.. my feet gt dirtied too. by the mixed sauce. haha..
wen n i gt our hair done today. rosa was shocked. haha.. she said we're mad. colour our hair wif so many colors. wat rubbish. its only 2 COLORS!! haha... anywaz. i gotta wait for the red to fade til it becomes real obvious, cos i dont wanna bleach my hair. dont wish to damage it.
oh yar. did i mention i dislike baby's bro? annoying... he's alwaz disturbing us. argh... IVE STILL GT ok.. nw shud be 3 MINS TO TOK TO U!!!!!!! 3 mins oso time ok... hw could he cut us off lyk tt when time isnt up yet. haha.. heck. i'll shut up. dun wish for his bro to hate me n cut us off fr toking to each online totally. if nt i'll be so fucking pissed. probably slap his [i mean. his bro's] face. *evil laugh* but i'll still love u as much sweety. hee...
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YFriday, October 28, 2005
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YWednesday, October 26, 2005
im a bitch, im a lover
im a child, im a mother
im a sinner, im a saint
screw it. im a sinner. so is everyone. every city on earth, is a sin city.
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my grasshopper died this morn. oh well..
[to say or nt to say] nah. i guess i wun say anything.
whr the hell are u?? i havent spoken to u today!!!!!! *sulks*
happy birthday dad.
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YTuesday, October 25, 2005
in a way, this week is my last week at work. gf twang went to work wif me for an interview wif kent. he kept her waiting. *shakes head* she didnt gt the job. oh wellz. den went to gt dad's prezzie aft work wif 1 of the world's sweetest guy. hee... this is to all girls. dun u dare have any funny thots abt him or i'll smash ur brains and break ur hands. haa.
though i juz met u, i miss u already.
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YMonday, October 24, 2005
fuck - an expression of anger
says it all.
yes. im pissed. my day was fucking ruined by fucking assholes. shall juz say abt the last person to piss the shit outta me. the chair was wet n it wasnt exactly my fault. i didnt knw the fucking plastic bag was wet and it isnt i dun wanna let her sit beside me. here i am being fucking nice to nt let her ass gt wet, thr she is fucking showing me fucking attitude. wat an asshole. heck. dun wanna be pissed already. gave up.
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YSunday, October 23, 2005
kusu island-
hmm.. boring island which has nice sea breeze. love the wind n all. haha.. but i hate the toilet. its gross.. anywaz. ive gt 2 grasshoppers as pets. haha.. mommy caught them thr. she was bored. haha.. 1's brown n de other's green.
and.. I LOVE THE BOAT RIDE BACK!!! it was so fun!! haha... mom and i were at the top of the boat. haha.. in de end, messy hair of cos. haha.. and u knw wa? I DUN CARE! haa.
mommy loves u. hee..
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YSaturday, October 22, 2005
im suppose to be at a fashion show rite nw. boss called to ask me attend a fashion show. Fashion Fiesta. TODAY! fuck. of all days today. WHEN I HAVE TO ATTEND CHURCH ON SAT! can i cancel the trip to fucking island tml? cannot. if nt grandma will kill me. why?!????? muz she pick tml? can she make it lyk next week? or next next week? or previous week? or next month? argh... this fashion show is only ONCE A YEAR!!! damn it. *sulks*
nvm. at least time past pretty fast today. met baby n wen in morn. den it was juz me n wen in town. she gt her brows threaded and it was hunting of rosa's bday cake. it gotta be square and thank goodness, we manage to gt 1. and of cos, wif wen ard, thr'll at least be a lil shopping. no matter whr u are. haha.. i didnt buy anything though. BROKE. any charity organisation whud lyk to support me? haha.. anywaz. aft town, headed to wen's place to gt my hair dyed. and nw it looks cherry + choclate kinda colour. haha... nice. but fr far, it looks lyk black. [hmm...]
and it was time to get ready for church.
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YThursday, October 20, 2005
I LOVE U!!!! MUACHX.
ok. i blogged. haha..
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YWednesday, October 19, 2005
i juz realised tt most sporeans are crazy. people lyk to squeeze a sit wif some other people when thr are empty seats in the bus. i wonder why? feels warm? or loved by a stranger? haha.. i dunno. cos i hate it when some stranger squeezes wif me when thrs empty seats!!!!!!!!!!
and. when u hang a wet umbrella beside u [the outter part of the seats], they'll choose to sit beside u wif the wet brolly. WHEN THERE ARE MANY EMPTY SEATS AVAILABLE!!!!!!!!! gosh. weirdos.
another day at work tml. total bore. ever since i return to work, i keep feeling real sleepy. was literally fallin asleep at work. haa.
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YTuesday, October 18, 2005
i whud lyk to edit part of the previous entry. the 1 abt my secret wif lil wen. haha... i MUZ add some1 in before he says i dont tell him secrets. u knw who u are.. kucci kucci... hahahhaha...
so!! it will be changed to -
im the happiest girl and dun ask me why. its my secret wif lil wen and my baby. hee...
20 over mins is nt enough. i want more time wif u.
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Something interesting I found from uncle azmil gf's blog.
10 Halloween Costume Suggestions for Very Lazy People
1. Hold a clipboard and a pen and puff out your cheeks -- you're Puffy the Vampire Surveyor.
2. Arrive at the party without any preparation. When someone asks what you're supposed to be, answer, "I'm gorgeous. Oh, are you ugly? How clever! Where'd you find the outfit?"
3. If you're a girl, bring your mangy dog. Presto! You're Britney Spears and Kevin Ferderline.
4. You don't even need a costume. Simply stand next to a lamp. When someone asks, point at your shadow and say, "Alfred Hitchcock. Duh."
5. Arrive at the party shirtless. When the host opens the door, just smile broadly and say, "I'm Julian Hee - with his full range of expressions."
6. Go to the party dressed the way you usually do. Voila! You're a member of Kiss on his day off.
7. Wear a tight tank top and stand around looking haughty. When someone asks, "What are you supposed to be?", you answer angrily, "I'm the only gay in the village! Homophobe!"
8. Show up in a thong. You're Chewbacca after a Brazillian.
9. If you're a guy, show up naked. If you have a large schlong, you;re Ewan McGreggor. If you have a tiny wiener, you're Jude Law.
10. Wear a visor and aviator sunglasses. Ta da! You're a lesbian.
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YMonday, October 17, 2005
life -
whenever everything goes smoothly. something blows up in your way. so.. everything's been goin smoothly lately. i havent felt such happiness in a long long time. plz dun take it away fr me. i beg of u. i love being happy.
IM JUZ SO FUCKING WORRIED!!!
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YSunday, October 16, 2005
video ipod.
hw cool... whoo!!! i want it!! but... its really expensive. gosh. and i gotta pay for the videos too.. damn it. haa..
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YSaturday, October 15, 2005
im still waiting for u to come online. i miss u!!! damn it. ask ur fucking comp to work. haa. buy a new mouse lahz.
and u gt a cut. so did i. why does ur's nt itch and my does? unfair. but i still love u. hee.
spoken.
grandma posed for this pic. she wanted me to take her drinking tea or is it coffee. haha
ok. it works -finally. this is my new sandals! isnt it pretty?
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gt bored in the hotel room. WAS ALONE they were busy gambling at the casino can u see the heart on the plate? its my tofu sauce. didnt do it on purpose
i gt bored in the bus. but isnt he cute?!
Im back fr genting. boring. nthing much to do thr. all i did was eat, sleep, bowl and watch movie. haha... mom and i watched the new andy lau movie. wait till u're older. nice movie. haa. but!!! it was in canto! my gosh. spent the whole time reading subtitles. haha... but still!! i love the movie! haha.. den.. i gt a cut on my finger on the same day baby gt cut. haha.. i didnt do tt on purpose ok!! it was coincidence. bought a new pair of sandals too. pretty. haha... [im trying to load the pic here. it juz cannot be loaded. i dunno y] and i miss genting's weather. spore's so darn hot.
im still deciding if i shud go for bena's wedding... tts if hector's goin. if nt, i think i'll skip. sorry bena.
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YMonday, October 10, 2005
malaysia! yea rite. as if im excited. so not.
del: i dun wanna go!!!!
mommy: drags me
del: argh...
anywaz.. twang!!! i wanna say this again!!!! "IM THE HAPPIEST GIRL ON EARTH TODAY!!!" every1 else, dun ask y. no use. cos I WUN SAY! ahhaa... my secret wif my lil girlfren. hee..
ok. tts all. im leaving tml morning. miss me people. i'll be back. haa.
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YThursday, October 06, 2005
Hi! I whud lyk to meet you if you:
1. Love dark purple nail color more than black or pink
2. are a female and LOVE to eat like a pig and still not worry abt your weight [ i knw i'll love you to death ]
3. lead a boring life
4. have a name which has a spelling longer den mine
5. want to name a star [high up in the sky] aft yourself
6. are still a virgin [ its hard to find virgins these days ]
7. love the song IM ONLY HAPPY WHEN IT RAINS [by garbage - love it so much]
8. own a castle
9. love music more than anything else
10. hate [or shud i say cant stand] filty rich people
11. love SUNFLOWERS more than 100 roses
ok.. im too lazy to go on. but trust me. i can.
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YWednesday, October 05, 2005
ya-duh ya-duh blah blah.
I LOVE SUNFLOWERS MORE THAN ROSES. but i still love the roses u gave. haa.
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YTuesday, October 04, 2005
i wanna make a complain. fuck singaporean guys. ok. i mean most of them. luckily ive gt the gentlemen of the male population as frenz and bf. haa.
fucking un-gentlemen assholes! kiasu fuckers. argh!!!!!!!!!!! didnt your mama thot u wats ladies 1st?!! goodness! fucking idiots. was on the bus feelin damn cranky [lack of slp] so thot of sleeping on the bus. so.. it means i gotta sit inside so i wun block people's way rite? BUT!!!!! there were few empty inner seats. so i wanted to move den some bloody fucker [a guy] rushed to the damn chair before i could change seat. and it repeats and repeats. assholes.
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YMonday, October 03, 2005
i gt to eat my dou hua! finally. heh. met prissy, mich n jl aft work for dou hua den rushed dwn to town to meet rosa. needed to bank in my pay [very lil. so dun try to have funny thots] and rosa went to send me home. bumped into bena and her fiance in town. yep. her long term bf. they're getting married next mth. aww...
dunno wat else to blog. life's getting real boring. fuck it.
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YSunday, October 02, 2005
Stage 2: Campfire wif a lil "fire" Done by: Mommy. [its her creation - using Mc's fries] [cept for stage 3. - done by me and dory] till death do us part - i'll be your corspe bride u'll be my living groom
Stage 1: Fries campfire without "fire"
Stage 3: Camp fire is burning!!!!
we spoke so lil today. anywaz. im almost done wif the lil present for him. went out wif diane n dory today. catched corspe bride. nt bad i muz say. cute dog. cute skeletons. cute dead people. mom joined us for lunch. working tml. *snore* oh wellz. i need money. so broke.
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YSaturday, October 01, 2005
finally! i gt to see baby. heh. ok.. so it was for a short 3 mins.. but! still! better den nthing. heh. went out wif girlfren to gt grandma's present. den joyce came along aft her lunch date wif ryan. nthing special happened though. well.. it beats staying at home wif mom n dad ard.
ok. ive gt nthing else to blog abt.
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