YWednesday, November 30, 2005
watched harry potter wif baby today. it was ok.. nt as good as the previous harry potter movies but still watchable. got my ear pierced on mon wif prissay. obviously.. mommy doesnt knw abt it. haha.. so.. its a secret! shh....
gt makeup lessons tml. SHIT! nt gonna work tml. cant work tml. argh.. ive gt lessons till lyk 5. fuck. im suppose to end sch at lyk 1?!!!!!!! nvm.
ok.. gonna go do my multimedia proj nw. *snore*
-ignore the timing for this entry posted. i cant seem to change the timing to the correct 1
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YMonday, November 28, 2005
HE'S MINE! HANDS OFF PEOPLE!
NOBODY IS ALLOWED TO ORDER HIM ARD BUT ME! kidding
BUT STILL! PRIVILLAGES GOES TO ME N NO ONE ELSE
im fucking pissed with a certain some1 rite nw. hon knws who im toking abt. so! u'll only fucking rmb me when u need my fucking help? wat am i? ur fucking spare tyre. no way!
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YSunday, November 27, 2005
Looney Tunes!! Tweety's posing for the camera. haha
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YSaturday, November 26, 2005
collected my iPod nano today. YES! hahaha... mommy's paying for it. whee... its my bday cum xmas cum doing well pressie. muahahaha.. means! i gotta work my butt of for this sem, or.. she's gonna take it back. shit. haha.. heck. im gonna work for it. i need to anywaz. heh
mine's white. wen's black. black n white. perfect. haa. didnt buy the iPod socks in end. too many in 1 box. 6 pieces. whr are we gonna gt another 4 peeps to join us in buying it. and hey. i need a sock to protect it lyk right nw. haha.. so bought ralph lauren's baby socks instead. sharing it wif wen. thrs lyk 4 pieces. kept walking ard the baby section and it made me feel lyk im doing baby shopping. and no. im nt. heh
saw looney tunes n elmo live in performance too. didnt manage to take a pic of elmo's performance. and took 2 pics of looney tunes. will post it ltr or soon. haha.. i havent upload the pic yet.
okie. end of bloggin
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YFriday, November 25, 2005
OH MY GOSH!!! OH MY GOSH!!! the DUMBEST THING IVE EVER HEARD! my cuzzie's bf [the cheater guy. yep. they're back. its a misunderstanding acc to them] is gettin her name tattooed on him. oh my gosh... its so dumb. yar. it may sound sweet. but hello?!!! TATTOO'S PERMENENT U IDIOT! and as u shud knw.. my cuzzie can NEVER stay long in a relationship. dude! u're so gonna regret it. gosh!
baby.. dun ever tattoo my name on u. hahaha.. i'll laugh out loud for sure. thr other many things u can do to make me melt. hee..
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yes. im the chinese, mich the malay, pris the emily the strange. haha.. okok.. nvm abt it. its an inside joke between the 3 of us. if its counted a joke? nvm.
SHIT!!!! MY BLOODY PROJ [PART 1] IS DUE ON MY BIRTHDAY!!! ARGH...
yes. this proj tts due on my bday is a new proj added to my list. SO! i have 5 projs to do. *burried by them all already* save me! save me! haha..
so. pris, mich, jl, jun n i went for dinner together. er... super early dinner i mean. dinner at 5? haha... went for DOU HUA! yummy!!!! hahaha.. n... YOU TIAO!! even yummier. haha.. was really bloated til juz nw. hunger strike me. haha. on our way for dinner, we stopped by a pets stop in hopes of finding a chincilla to play wif. haha.. but! we saw a whole loads of puppies instead. hee.. and thr was this baby husky. OH MY GOSH!! ITS SO CUTE!!!! i wanted to kidnap it home. haha.. but whr am i to hide the lil fellow. haha.. oh well...
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YThursday, November 24, 2005
had mad witch's lesson today. eew. haha... she's so darn sacarstic. nobody can beat her sacarsism. and i mean it. anywaz. met baby today. he sent me home. and am alone at home nw. mommy's working ot.
so.. when we were on our way home, he bumped into an old fren [i happened to knw her too. but ive forgotten who she is. oops] saw hw she whacked him. 1st wif a bk and another time wif her hand if im nt wrong. i was tryin to nt look ok. i wasnt comfortable wif her doing tt. hello?! u're hurting him! ok. so i whack him wif my hands too. but hey.. its a diff thing ok. oh well. juz had to let this outta my chest. no offence to anyone mentioned.
gotta work next thurs. *sulk* vernette wants me back at work. help her send emails out. hmm. so.. this means i gotta rush dwn straight aft sch. all the way to clark quey. at least i gt to earn a lil cash rite? i'll stop complaining. haa.
my iPod nano has arrived. need to go dwn to the shop to collect it already. and this means. its time to delcare bankruptcy. haha.. gotta pay mommy back for my nano. i gotta hide my masters away already. no more signing. haha.. twang gf... ive come to join u in eating grass! haha... okok.. better gt back to my sch work nw
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YWednesday, November 23, 2005
today's the last epsiode of the froggie show i lyk. wats new. i cried while watching again. haha.. oh well. i cant help it. i mean its so sweet. i feel so touch for the girl. hahaa..
so! was suppose to meet hon aft sch but he had something on. met gf instead. went garden's coffee bean to chill. wasnt feeling good today. everything went wrong. yep. eg. had to take the lift which has shit in thr. yep. literally. somebody act shit in the lift. my goodness. wats the bloody toilet bowl for?! and! had to take a bus with a bus driver who DO NOT! pay attention to the bus stopping bell/sign thingy. I PRESSED THE FUCKING BELL U IDIOT! WHY DIDNT U STOP THE BLOODY BUS?! he's lucky tt the next stop has the bus tt i was gonna take. if nt......
somehw.. i feel lyk my depression days are gonna come back to me real soon. left eye been twitching. haha.. i knw. only grandma's believe in tt. but hey. who knws rite? of cos. i dun want it to be true.
this yr is abt to end. past real fast. lets see wat happened this yr
Jan: end of Jan did my 1st job at UOB
Feb: gt my 1st pay
March: worked a 2nd job at the clinic [loved the pay n working hrs]. posting of poly. unsuccessful. start of my world crashing dwn on me. sucidal mth.
April: heartbreak. fought wif dad becos he wanted to force me into engineering courses. sucidal mth too. made a transfer fr rp to
May: still depressed. but wasnt as depressed. we patched up n sch started.
June: healing fr the wounds within. gt my new hp using the money i made. heh
July: still healing
August: nthing much happened
Sept: 1yr anni
Oct: busy working again
Nov: ordered iPod nano. waiting for collection nw. haa.
Dec: im turning 18.
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YTuesday, November 22, 2005
juz finished taking my psychology's quiz. im statisfied wif my results. so.. today sch was ok. attended ALL lessons. woah. im impressed with myself. haha.. ok.. so i fell asleep during cmath lect. but hey.. at least i make an effort to nt skip any lesson ok. was on the verge to skip a lecture though. haha..
my eye's swelling again. its so diff to blink. argh. dunno wat the hell is wrong wif my eye. i think its time to copyright certain things. so we have the same taste in things [whose to blame. n im fine wif tt]. but! thrs a she who comes along the way and steals our style. fuck. juz our luck huh. and we suspect tt she's doing tt juz to get the attention of the particular he tt she lyks.
[honey.. i guess you knw who im toking abt. heh]
horny bastard in my psychology class had erections again. goodness me. the horniest fucker ever. i wasnt the 1 who noticed it. its mich's fren. haha.. he was the 1 who told us abt the horny bastard AGAIN. hahaa.. i wonder he keep noticing horny bastard. hmm....
ok.. im gonna go drink my hot chocolate nw. *yummy*
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YFriday, November 18, 2005
I LOVE GAYS!
haha.. juz kidding. saw a gay couple on the bus today. aww... so loving. haha..
im declaring brankruptcy. ordered my iPod nano today. so broke nw. dun even knw hw am i goin to buy my iPod sock to put my nano. gonna go jb tml. nt so excited. 1st: cant msg baby [if i dun gt starhub line thr] 2nd: ive gt no money to shop. oh well.. see if i could persuade mommy to buy me the stuffs i want. heh.
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YThursday, November 17, 2005
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YWednesday, November 16, 2005
i feel shorter aft carrying the heavy psy textbk ard for a day. ha. wasnt suppose to buy the text today cos i was suppose to meet baby. but since we're nt meeting for today, i decided to buy the textbk today instead. den. while i was on my way back home, it rained heavily. gt stranded at the bus stop til mommy came rescue me wif her umbrella. haha..
she rescued my slipper too. haha... it was almost washed away by the rainwater on the grd [sorta flood]. the current was so strong and my poor slipper. almost gt washed into the drain. thank goodness, mom gt it back for me. haha.. hey. its the last pair in the store ok.
anywaz... ive gt 4 projs to complete. *faints* though it looks lyk ive still gt a million yrs before the deadline is act here. but guess wat. time flies really fast. and the phlem inside me is still irritating me. suck it for me? anyone?
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YTuesday, November 15, 2005
today was a long day for me. but its ok. hee.. had sch fr 8 to 4 den went to meet baby n gerald to celebrate gerald's bday. it was ok. juz tt gerald had to bug me bout some stuffs. and i guess he'll stop bugging me nw. he gt his ans. hahaha..
guess im falling sick again. having to blow phlem out [it juz wun allow me to cough it out. yes. i have to blow it out. argh]. been coughing too.. and weezing. oh help. hate falling sick. its miserable!! haha..
my dark circles are becoming a lil darker den before nw. oh wellz. i cant help it with all the late nites. im an owl. haha.. owls cant slp at nite. the sun makes me sleepy instead. haa.
all 5 of us played a prank on mich today. haha.. we mixed mashed potato, chilli sauce, tomato sauce, sambal chilli, mountain dew, coleslaw, cheese [fr cheese fries] and ice cream. haha... pris bluffed him tt it was carrot juice. yep. he act drank it. and he's reaction is slow enough to only spit it out aft lyk 10secs? hahaa.. gosh.. i'll try to load the pic of his drink up ltr. cant seem to work nw. haha..
oh yar!! den thr was this horny guy in psychology class. goodness.. topics for today were teen sucide n teen pregnancy. so.. when the tutor was discussing with us abt wat we think the causes n effects are for teen pregnancy, we came across 1 ans called lust. so. this horny bastard [i guess] let his imagination run wild. thus! became horny. gosh. mich! u shudden have shown me his erection. hahah... nw im so trumatised. haha.. i mean.. who earth gets an erection during psychology class? 1st was the kid flasher n nw, horny bastard. *shiver*
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YSunday, November 13, 2005
grandpa's gonna celebrate his n grandma's 60th wedding anniversary. aww.. so sweet.. mommy, godma n uncles all asked him to do a renewal of vow in church as part of the celebration. but grandpa is worried tt aft doing tt, he n grandma will divorce for some weird reason. [he's juz being superstitious. but for a gd reason] gosh.. i can see hw much they love each other. SWEET!! can u feel the love coming fr them? haha..
final decision for the celebration of love? grandpa is gonna treat us to buffet dinner. haha.. he claims tt if they were to do the renewal of vow [another reason], grandma dun look gd in a gown. hahaha... he says they look old n saggy. hahah.. wat a weird grandpa i have. dude! u're suppose to say grandma's pretty alwaz!! haha...
okok.. gonna start packing my bag for sch tml nw
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YFriday, November 11, 2005
iiso lab nw. joy. i juz realised tt the lecturer has a weird way of pronoucing certain words. eg: voice. he pronouces it as woice. and hurricane. he pronouces as hurrcane. im gonna have a great time trying to understand him. ciaoz
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YThursday, November 10, 2005
didnt go for psychology lect today. its juz intro. so.. thrs no pt goin. haa. and i juz found out fr aisha [she went for lect] tt we can choose to go for either day's lecture. yea!! ok.. yea only if baby dun mind me attending wif him? haha.. if nt, i'll juz stick to attending wif aisha n her fren.
anywaz! met both gfs today. haha... 1 in sch and 1 at j8. and at j8. this lil pulled his pants dwn in front of me! goodness. young flasher. haha.. yep. obviously.. i saw the un-developed dick of his. argh... and yar. he did it in the middle of nowhr of j8. gosh.
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YWednesday, November 09, 2005
seriously. some guys are ought to be shot. shot right in the head and die. on the spot if possible. 1st they cheat on their gfs. den the push the blame to de other girl [who they cheated with]. blaming that tt it was their fault for making 1st moves, blah blah. fuck it. so wat if they seduce the guy in any damn way. the guy can fucking reject "the offer". but no..... they dont. they accept it n den push all the blame to girls. fuckers.. they shudden have balls in the 1st place. or maybe, they shud be sent back to ching dynasty and gt their dicks chopped off and become enuch.
im juz feeling agitated cos of wat happened to my lil cuzzie. poor girl..
sch was ok. gt my mulitmedia proj today. screw it. gt the worst topics 1 can ever gt. current issues? ah.. no thx. i rather go for digital fabs, undiscovered talents, or maybe the 1 abt studio photography. hmm.. but i guess.. i'll stick to digital fabs. - the art of phone-camming. and of cos. hw could we leave twang out for this proj. haha.. its her hobby! am rite dar?
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YTuesday, November 08, 2005
had my 1st lesson of psychology today. haha.. it was lame. did some dumb quiz. and thr were 2 qus abt ur sex life. haha.. baby knws wat im toking bout. ocean hon? hahaha.... den thr was another qus. true or false. masterbation can lead to mental illness? haha... tell me ur ans. den i'll tell ya the correct ans. hon. shh.. dun tell the ans. haha...
shit. tummy growling nw.. and dinner's nt ready. *sulk* i juz realised the amt of scars i have on my legs. SO UGLY!!!!!! gosh. is thr any lighting cream or watever shit cosmetic for my scars? i hate those scars.
together in all these memories
i see your smile
all the memories i'll hold dear
darling you knw i will love you until the end of time
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YMonday, November 07, 2005
today's the 1st day of sch. wat a total waste of time. programming lab sucks. the tutor is so gentle and so boring. i think i can break her juz by grabing her hand. she looks so damn fragile. haha.. met baby aft sch. went home together. hee..
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YSunday, November 06, 2005
tml's the start of a new sem. yes. the disgusting semester. the semester with the suckiest timetable any1 can have. fuck. so nt excited. even though i used to be excited this coming sem. but aft checking wats my timetable lyk, i totally lost interest. nvm. u keep me goin. i gt to see u in sch. in a way, u're my motivation. hee.. we'll study lyk mad together.
sch starts at 8. i wonder hw the hell am i gonna gt up tml.
mommy: Time to wake up!
me: mmm.. ok.. gimme 5 more mins
aft 5 mins
mommy: *screams* oei!!! late for sch already!!!!
me: yar.. coming... let me stretch 1st. [goes back to slp]
aft another 5 mins
mommy: *angry* [comes into my room n drag me up fr my bed]
me: [refuses to gt up]
mommy: [gives up]
-mommy leaves my room n to the kitchen-
mommy: -with wet hands- ["cleans" my eyes with the water on her hand]
me: *irritated* ok ok! im awake already.
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u say u'll catch me when i fall n tts a promise to me. im so happy tt u'll do tt for me. in fact, im overjoyed. i feel so loved. hee.. thank u for times lyk these. hee..
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YSaturday, November 05, 2005
my feet's so sore... help. went for bena's wedding, it was ok. but felt kinda outta place though. every1 seemed lyk strangers to me even though i knw who them. den went shopping. yep. town again. bought a new pair of levis jeans, a princess lyk crown ring [it has colored rhinestones on it] - love it so much. haa. and gt baby's slippers fr globe. yes. i knw u love it loads. haha..
was suppose to shop for sch bags too.. whr has all the nice n reasonably priced bags gone too?!!!!! seriously. de only bag i lyk is the 1 fr addidas. 139 bucks. any sponsors? haha.. saw rufie number 2. haha.. it was displayed at tangs. but apparantly.. rufie no 2 has adnormal hands. poor fellow.
didnt gt my ears pierced today. wanted to. but i had to go over to grandma's place aft shopping. dangerous... so better nt. haa. gonna get it pierced another day.
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YFriday, November 04, 2005
it was a total waste of time to go back to sch today. wat a bummer. was suppose to meet hecty aft sch to gt bena's pressie. it was cancelled. haha.. he had something on. ended up chilling at tampines mall n century sq wif pris n jun.
am thinking if i shud gt my ear pierced tml. yep. another hole. but this time, i gotta hide it fr mom. if nt, im super dead. haa.. i think i'll gt it. hee..
stupid mozzie. its been flying ard in my room since this morn. kept tryin to kill it but it WUN DIE! maybe i shud call the mozzie hotline. haa!
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juz gt my new timetable.. ah.. it sucks. BIG TIME. thr is a day whr i start sch at 8am n end at 7pm. fuck! as for my cds.. i gt into pyschology.. yea! but.. im nt in the same psychology class as baby. [ he got into pyschology too ]. and but....... i gt into the same psy class as aisha!!!! yea... hee..
was woken up by phone calls n msgs. goodness me. myra called at lyk 9am plus plus juz to ask abt sch. hello... im still slpping?! den gt woken up by baby's msg. oh wells. haha.. shut up. i knw u can see the biased-ness here.
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YThursday, November 03, 2005
BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! today is so DARN BORING! argh... nvm. the day is almost over. am on the phone wif twang nw. gonna meet her on sat aft bena's wedding. SHOPPING TIME!!! its been a really long time since i last shopped. haha...
met prissy n guys for dinner at marina. had lotsa fun. hee.. play table soccer and daytona. raced each other. we're lyk small kids yest. haha.. den we walked all the way to the mrt station. my feet was so sore yest. but we still had fun.
ive gt sch tml. *sulk* gotta go back for some briefing shit. argh. timetable's coming out tml. i wonder which cds did i gt into. hopefully.. something fun? and maybe something wif sweets? haha..
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YWednesday, November 02, 2005
hector... I HATE UR STINKY PHONE!!! ur fucking phone cut me off TWICE! argh... haha.. plz change ur phone soon plz. and ooh.. i hear delphine [as in hecty's gf. nt me.] toking in the backgrd. haa... yea. hector's toking to 2 delphines at the same time. haha... this is weird!!!
sat's bena wedding. nt excited bout it though. dunno y. maybe i havent seen her in ages? oh well.
met my baby juz nw. hee.. it was short but im happy. hee.. i wanna see more of u my dumb dumb. haha.. anywaz.. gonna get ready to go out soon.. meeting prissy to take a train dwn to meet the rest of the guys n jun for dinner.
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