YWednesday, November 23, 2005
today's the last epsiode of the froggie show i lyk. wats new. i cried while watching again. haha.. oh well. i cant help it. i mean its so sweet. i feel so touch for the girl. hahaa..
so! was suppose to meet hon aft sch but he had something on. met gf instead. went garden's coffee bean to chill. wasnt feeling good today. everything went wrong. yep. eg. had to take the lift which has shit in thr. yep. literally. somebody act shit in the lift. my goodness. wats the bloody toilet bowl for?! and! had to take a bus with a bus driver who DO NOT! pay attention to the bus stopping bell/sign thingy. I PRESSED THE FUCKING BELL U IDIOT! WHY DIDNT U STOP THE BLOODY BUS?! he's lucky tt the next stop has the bus tt i was gonna take. if nt......
somehw.. i feel lyk my depression days are gonna come back to me real soon. left eye been twitching. haha.. i knw. only grandma's believe in tt. but hey. who knws rite? of cos. i dun want it to be true.
this yr is abt to end. past real fast. lets see wat happened this yr
Jan: end of Jan did my 1st job at UOB
Feb: gt my 1st pay
March: worked a 2nd job at the clinic [loved the pay n working hrs]. posting of poly. unsuccessful. start of my world crashing dwn on me. sucidal mth.
April: heartbreak. fought wif dad becos he wanted to force me into engineering courses. sucidal mth too. made a transfer fr rp to
May: still depressed. but wasnt as depressed. we patched up n sch started.
June: healing fr the wounds within. gt my new hp using the money i made. heh
July: still healing
August: nthing much happened
Sept: 1yr anni
Oct: busy working again
Nov: ordered iPod nano. waiting for collection nw. haa.
Dec: im turning 18.
spoken.
