YTuesday, February 28, 2006
roar... some bastard has too much money and is renovating his whole fucking hse. can he be more considerate? bloody bastard. 1st u disturb me during my exams period with all ur drilling. nw.. u disturb my fucking hols by concurrent drillings and knocking. i knock ur head den u knw! [palani's people.. sound familiar? haa] argh.... this fucking bastard has too much money. give them to me LAH. i'll make better use of it den u. roar.
I WANNA GET OUTTA HSE!!!!!!!! ITS TOO NOISY AND ITS KILLING ME!!!!!!
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YMonday, February 27, 2006
27 feb, 11.35pm
watched pink panther today. ITS HILARIOUS!!! oh my gosh. i laughed till i cant laugh anymore. haha.. "-toilet floor burnt and he crashes dwn- i need fresh towels in 204" haha.. tts 1 of my fave part of the movie. so cute. esp the animated part [its at the beginning whr pink panther is dancing and doing other stuffs. heh] nt only the movie was funny. today was funny. we saw this 40+ maybe 50 yr old couple making out on the escalator and erika almost trip. trumatized. haha.. the funny thing was hw the guy kissed the woman. GOLDFISH MOUTH!!! haha.. yea. tts hw he kissed her. best part. he grabbed her to make out with her. oei!!! both of ur ages will add up to 100yrs old. behave urself man.... but its ok. it was funny. entertainment for us. haha.. den.. thrs this crazy ang moh guy alwaz dancing with his weird animal outfits at shaw, he act came up to us and said "why did u break up with me. we've been together for ages. blah blah" ok... dun get the wrong idea. he did tt in a funny way. no wait. is tt a sign? *paranoia strucks cos april's near*
marche's hotdog is SUPER filling. the bread seem to be nv ending. haha.. no matter hw much i eat, the bread somehw cant seem to be finished. gosh.
thrs something i knw abt u tt i dun want u to knw.
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YSunday, February 26, 2006
27 feb, 12.20am
u came and u change my whole world nw
and ive been to somewhr ive nv been before, nw i see. what love means
its so unbelivable and i dont wanna let it go
its something so beautiful, flowing down lyk a waterfall
i feel lyk u've alwaz been, forever a part of me
and its so unbelievable to finally be in love, somewhr i nv thot i'll be
in my heart in my head its so clear nw
hold my hand u've gt nthing to fear nw
i was lost and u rescued me somehw
im alive, im in love, u complete me
and ive nv been here before. nw i see what love means
when i think of wat i have and this chance i nearly lost
i cant help but break dwn and cry
nw i see what love is
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YThursday, February 23, 2006
23 feb, 10.36pm
went for perlini sliver sale today. i was so tempted. the heart shaped ring tt ive been wanting was on sale. but still.. not cheap enough. im a cheapo. i admit it. BUT!! its too wrong to buy a normal 925 sliver ring for wat? 40 bucks? madness. i rather spend tt 40 bucks on a new tee. haa. bought a pair of earrings in de end. 5 bucks ONLY!!! wheeee.... haha... mom's jealous. cos i didnt gt her anything. MOMMY!! IM BROKE LAH!! haha... i finally gt myself a wallet ok. buy wallet i still sting u knw mommy.. use voucher, use discount. but of cos. the price cut lyk mad lah. i lyk. haha... mommy.. go leech on daddy nw plz.. heh.
ok. abt the wallet. ROAR!! I WANT THE WHITE ONE!!!! damn. all the white ones are either sold out, not carried at tt branch or damage in a way or another. lost chain/stains. roar. i ended up getting the sliver ver. =( but its ok.. sliver wun dirty easily. im comforting myself. so shut up. wen gt the pink ver. we both are totally in love with the white ver. but we still both the other colours. why? the design too nice. hahaha.. really. love it almost to death. haha.. too bad. its nt white in colour.
i cant wait for tml. LAST PAPER!!! studied lyk mad today juz for the sale. haha.. den. i gt into the studying mood. studied whenever i gt a chance to. when im home, on the train, on the bus. man. im hardworking. juz for today. haha.. hopefully.. my effort will pay off tml. wish me luck!
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YWednesday, February 22, 2006
22 feb, 6.29pm
juz gt home fr sch. dcnk's exam.. hmm.. i guess it was alrite. but i knw i blew 10 over points for sure. well, at least thrs a possibility to get a B still rite? hopefully prata man [every1's fave lecturer. even prissy whud work hard juz for him] whudden be disappointed this time.
went to sch early. it was funny hw i act spotted prissy at a bus stop and she gt me to get dwn and board the bus she was on. haha.. miss! nt lyk u dunno hw many things i gt in my hand and hanging fr my ear LAH. hahah... my file, my papers, my bag, my hp with my ear piece hanging fr my ear, tokin to u. the uncle thot i was mad ok! haha... anywaz. we went to meet peter to gt her bday pressie fr him. he gt a iDog. he's mad. he wanted to buy her a chihuahua and put the lil fellow into a box. oei!!! im glad u knw the dog will die in thr. hahah.. den.. adrian [her godbro] came. he thot, peter bought us mac too. no ok.. he only gt us maggie mee and bubble tea can. haha.. he gt u and himself mac. poor prissy. adrian kept jinxing her before her paper. see lah!! make her forgt hw to do subnet only. *shakes head* haha.. adrian even bet with real money she'll fail. prissay... ive gt faith in u girl. hee.. and no.. dun u dare bribe the lecturer with the 50 bucks meow-bin ask u to put. hahaha..
im nt looking forward to sch hols act. sch hols = no allowance = i gotta work. sch hols == no sch == not seeing honey lyk 3 to 5 times a week. this sucks.
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YMonday, February 20, 2006
20 feb, 7.44pm
BOO! >.<
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YSunday, February 19, 2006
more pics of my babies..
arent they cute?? heh
and this bottle, isnt my baby. but its my perfume. haha
curious by britney spears. prettayyyy..
19 feb, 7.47pm
today.. is not a fruitful day. *snores* im suppose to study the whole day. but no... i fell aslp! shit! den... mom wanted her nails painted so, had to do a manicure for her. rite.. and nw? im juz done with the last few notes for iiso. i need to do more work. but. i can concentrate!! argh..
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YFriday, February 17, 2006
18 feb, 12.20pm
i am waiting to go out. haha.. im gonna go collect my curious today!! yea!!! haha.. THANK U DAVID! SOON SOon Soon soon soon soon DAO DAo Dao dao WEN WEn Wen wen... hahaha... anywaz. i was suppose to be out earlier.. BUT! wen's toilet bowl gt stuck. haha.. UNCLE!! cannot fix ltr isit?????? haha... toilet bowl stuck oso muz tell me earlier.. so i can slp longger. haha..
i hate being a girl now. sorry if i start pms-ing lyk mad people. i juz cant help it LAH. heh. privileges of being a girl thou. haha.. see.. thrs good and bad to everything.. including the time of the month. obviously. this has more cons den pros. haa.
okie. i wanna go study for awhile nw.
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YThursday, February 16, 2006
my new born babies. seann and zephy =))
dont we look cute together? hahahaha..
16 feb, 8.44pm
ok. pics are up! all are up in spaces [link -> photo2]. i want exams to pass QUICK. becos, i wanna watch pink panther, i wanna go out, i wanna laze ard, i wanna play lyk mad. haha... I DUN LYK TO STUDY!! =(( but its ok.. ive the company from my new borns. hee.. they kept me company as i studied today. heh..
i think.. ive lost concentration on studying again. haha.. i cant help it. i juz finished battling with oopg [java]. total eew. ok. im gonna go back to watching american idol nw. ciaoz
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YWednesday, February 15, 2006
15 feb, 7.48pm
i whud lyk to annouce something. *shouts* I WENT TO THE ZOO TODAY!! YIPPEE!! haha... im a happy girl. haha.. honey brought me to the zoo today. and gave me my new born babies and my fave flavoured lolly! hee.. they're so cute. love them to death [them = sean, seann, zephy!!! haha]. heh. and mom was smart enough to knw my babies are from him. haha.. oh well.. its a matter of time she's gonna burst out saying tt she knws we're together. haha.. heck.
oh my gosh. can u peeps choose a better time to msg me?!?!!?! %&^#@!& I AM WATCHING ANIMALS PERFORMING!! gosh. and yar. i gt to pat a rabbit! whee..... haha... and thr was this sjc girl who happened to be thr too.. gt frightened by a guinea pig. hahaha... she wanted to pat it and it ran. well.. i freaked out in front of him 3 TIMES today. ahh!! haha... 1's was due to this lil lizard lyk creature running across me [on the ground. pretty near my feet]. 2 time was becos of a twig. it gt stuck in my slippers n my slippers slipped off my foot. haha... lastly.. it was becos of this plant. i "banged" into the plant. haha... gosh... oh yar. 1 animal gt cancelled. *sulks* but its ok. at least i gt to see my penguins, racoons, polar bears, etc. hee.. i guess.. we were 2 overgrown babies. haha.. and the baboons!! oh my gosh. their asses are RED. really red mind u. haha.. the elephant show was cute. haha... call the elephant darling. rite honey? haha.. i think all the animals in the zoo are having diahorrea today. i keep seeing them poop and pee.. wat a nice sight huh.
not all pics are up yet. so... check back another day. maybe tml? haa
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YTuesday, February 14, 2006
14 feb, 4.35pm
gt home for awhile nw. Went to gt green tea n other stuffs for mommy and met wan xuan for milo. haha.. its been ages since we 2 mad girls met up for milo. haa. yes. its our part time hobby. juz for me n her. haha.. den.. she ditch me to go meet her bf. ok. u win. hw could u ditch ur fren??? *sobs* haha.. kidding. shoo.. go have fun with him. dun gt into trouble okie? haha...
toking to wen nw. my gf.. I LOVE U TO MANY BITS!! haha.. i knw u're nt ok.. but i'll alwaz be here when u need me. juz gimme a ring. hee.. the hotline is on 24/7. heh. and she say's it time for us to renew our wedding vows. haha.. woman. since when we had a lesbian wedding? but nice thot though. haha...
yes. once again... st valentine's day is spent with a girl. hahaa... it has became my traddition i think. haha.. even though it was only for awhile today.
oh oh.. yes.. and to prissy my darling number 2.. I LOVE U TOO!!!! yes. to many bits too. hee.. =)) and... to u too. yes u. the only male i have feelings for. haa. i said it to u yest already. hee.
wen: lets fake a smile. they juz dun understand.
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YMonday, February 13, 2006
13 feb, 8.54pm
everyday's valentine's day
was listening to eminem's when im gone and its making me feel really sad. hmm.. it does remind me of me n dad though. dad's alwaz not around. Ok, fine. Same as haylie. Well, at least haylie's dad [eminem] loves his daughter alot and express it. I knw dad do nt love me as much. Becos im didnt turn out to be wat he wants me to be. A boy, a guitarist and doing engineering. fuck it. Im not a boy. GIVE IT UP DAD! IM A GIRL! I love drums more den classical guitar. yes, i do love music. but ive gt preference too! cant u fucking see im nt happy at home?! argh! Stop making me pretend lyk i am! i knw u can see my unhappiness dad! why force me still? i knw u hate the idea of me being a girl and loves designing. screw it! i can nv be a boy. stop treating me lyk im 1. I want you, dad, ard too. but its too late. I wanted u to watch me grow up as a girl. Ok fine, juz watch me grow up will do. Nw's really too late to turn back. Ive already grown up even though deep inside mommy's heart im still her lil girl. But i was and never will be ur's rite? Im suppose to be your lil boy. I tried to stay positive all this while. But.. for the past 18yrs. Ive waited for u to shower me with love, care and concern. U nv once did even though u claim u did. I can feel it dad. If u did shower me with love, care and concern, hw come i dun feel it? Simply becos u didnt. You alwaz beat me up lyk mad, lock me out of the hse and all. U say all these are for my own good. so not true. it leaves a scar behind. Why do u think ive been rebelling all these time? All juz becos i want ur fucking attention. I want ur time and attention. But wat do i gt instead? being beaten up den u'll avoid me for days. Well, at least i had a lil of u ard since this is the only way to gt ur attention. So, u find that all ur frenz are more impt den ur family. Think money can cover everything? sorry. it cant. I still have this deep scar inside of me. It can never heal.
fuck it. Dad wudden see this entry. he'll nv knw hw i feel. even if he knew, i doubt he'll do anything. I human too dad.
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YSaturday, February 11, 2006
words are done using moisturizer. isnt it cute? haha..
11 feb, 6.19pm
was suppose to be home studying today. but. oh well.. shopping tempted me not to. haha.. bought a new tee, belt n sandals today. all are cheap goods. haha.. amazing discounts i muz say. gt this rhinestone puncher thing today too. love it! hee.. since he still cant gt me some of his photos, so i guess all i can do nw is to change of plan. maybe am gonna do him something else. my lil gf knws wats the plan. haha.. but am nt sure abt it yet. we'll see. hee..
so you made everyone hate u. u changed too much till its beyond control. we muz say tt we dun really lyk the way you are now. too much things happened till its seriously getting on our nerves. bitch, gt the hint. dun wait till its really gone.
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YThursday, February 09, 2006
im watching grammys. damn... bad grammy show this yr. a few technical probs. tsk tsk.
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YMonday, February 06, 2006
yesterday was grandma n grandpa's wedding anni. HAPPY ANNI!! hee.. they're so cute!! The loving-est grandparents ever. haha.. mom, uncle n i ganged up to tease them as they cut their "wedding cake" hee.. we made grandpa n grandma hug and grandpa kiss grandma.. AWWW!!! hee.. can u feel the love in the air? hahah.. ok. tt was a real cheesy phrase. who cares! haa. [go to my new spaces.msn to check the pics out. its under photo2 link]
went out with hon juz nw. my gosh. im so full. haha.. stick chewy choc n pasta. *burps and rubs tummy* yummy!! hee.. gt him tofu man stuffs. im glad u lyk it alot. hee..
im so happy. my website proj is DONE. YES. D-O-N-E, DONE! yea!! haha... okok.. gotta upload my proj for marking nw.. *orbs. haha*
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