
YSunday, April 30, 2006
1 may, 2.54pm
i dun wanna hear, i dun wanna knw
pls dun say u're sorry
ive hear it all before
fuck. juz stop it. stop treating me lyk tt. dun push me to the edge i tell u. hw did everything changed so suddenly? it really hurts. why isit alwaz lyk tt? when something beautiful is given to me, i treasure it with my life, den somebody has to take tt away fr me. put in thru pain all over again. why?! why?!!!! some1 juz tell me why. am i so insignificant? am i so unimportant? is loving me so diff? give me all the hope. den take it all back suddenly. tts nt wat its suppose to be. maybe i am really tt insignificant, tt unimportant. maybe nobody treasures me at all. everything's been a lie isnt it? isnt tt wats my life is, and will alwaz be?
i'll try nt to cry. but i knw i cant.
can somebody take me away? take me far away from here. far away from all the pain?
spoken.
