YFriday, April 14, 2006
14 april, 11.16pm
im so pissed. i seriously feel lyk i have no family. yea. an orphan. tts exactly hw i feel. plz. my parents do nt treat me lyk their child. haa. hw u guys alwaz say u all love me more den anything else blah blah blah. its all bull. plz. stop lying to me. stop lying to urself. my whole life, has been 1 big fucking lie. do u have any idea hw cheated i feel? who knws? maybe im a kid whom u guys picked up on the street. yea. treat me lyk dirt. funny hw i still love u guys as my parents. no.. tts bad. it cos me more pain. everytime i look at hw other's family are so happy together, i feel so fucking upset. no. im nt trying to be emo here. u used to use money to buy me back. fuck. it doesnt work. and nw, u guys made things worst. u cut off my allowance when thr's no sch blah blah. yea.. lyk wat cheryl.q says. it seems lyk u're living on ur own. able to move out soon. i think so too. fuck. i dun wanna go on.
mom. stop pretending lyk nthing happened. i cant lie to myself anymore. so, plz stop lying to urself and to me too.
spoken.
