YFriday, May 12, 2006
13 may, 1.58pm
ok, isit me or is everything seem to be goin in the wrong direction? lets see.. my whole mense period shit has gone wrong. im bled for 8 days, n im still stuck in having a pantyliner on. fuck. and.. bestie's sick. she very pms-sy nw which seem to be a lil hostile towards me. gosh. erm.. wat else. ok. cold season. yes. its still goin on. when? when will u start showering me with all ur love, making me feel so damn very loved by u again?? i need n want those days back. its too cold.. i need ur love = ur warmth. wat else? my tortise. she's a dumb dumb. she keeps over turning herself cos she cant gt dwn fr the other lil fellow aft crawling on top of her. lesbian! but its ok. heh. rah!!! i think. i shud go look for a priest with bestie den ask him to super bless us, give us a whole bucket of holy water n we shall bathe with it. heh. maybe, priest will slap me with my special request. haha... oh well..
went out with jon, diane, their parents n mom today. bought new shoes!! muahahahaha... hopefully... my feet wun complain with this new pair of ballet shoes. i seriously need my feet to adapt to a decent looking shoe. i cant go on wearing sneakers n sandals n slippers for the rest of my life rite? im trying nt to be a tomboy ok. so shut up. dun laugh at me. ENCOURAGE ME!!! haha... met farmer boy. he was working. yes. we said hi. see!! we're still frenz even thou he said stuffs he shudden have. but its ok. for wen's sake? i'll make peace with him! hee... she's hostile n pms-sy nw. so. hopefully this can make her happy. i want u to smile girl. =)) dun be hostile to me plz. its scary lah...
okok.. im tired. nite people!
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