Metaphor

so. i gt bored yest and i decided to do this.

iTunes' playing forever

den thr's baby n me n erm.. temp babies. my oranges. haa. awwwww

my new tee.. cool huh. haha.. i loveeeeee it!!! yea.. n this tee, almost gt me into trouble. ok. so nt exactly trouble. more lyk mommy will go bonkers. ok, nt a bad way. erm.. more lyk whoo.. she has a new victim to her bullying. hahaa... yea. who else. baby will be her new victim if she finds out abt him. haa..

anywaz. my feet's sore. n ive got to do flag day tml. RAH!!!!! dun lyk flag days. i knw its helping the needy but. aft all the controversies on NKF. seriously. plus i find its a total waste of time too. gosh. i mean.. approaching sporeans, den they juz walk away. ok, so i knw i do tt too cos THR'S TOO MANY FLAG DAYS ARD. TOO MANY PEOPLE ARE FORCED TO DO IT. so nt meaningful anymore. goodness.. oh well, if it werent for the stupid rule abt nt being to graduate if we dun do at least 1 volunteery work. and apparantly we only have this flag day arranged by my care person. oh well..

ok.. i wanna go do a lil of my proj den go slp. im tired.

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as u can see.. ive changed my blogskin once again. comments plz!!! tag them. heh. my previous skin screwed up. the buttons when missing. weird. so i had to change or this blog will become really redundant

met cheryl n twang today. twang sent her phone for repair den walked ard town. ltr on, we went to look for eugene. dun be jealous bro!!! even thou ive gt a twin nw, i havent forgotten u ok. reserved a bag fr eug's. damn nice!!! damn ex oso. 56 bucks. thank goodness for discount. i only have to pay 44 bucks. heh heh.. im already broke so for the next few days, i gotta eat lesser. bring food to sch!! no spending of my allowance. haaa..

im suppose to save for my double tongue sneakers and a new hoodie.. nw, im splurging it on a bag. gosh. but i really lyk the bag ok!!! oh well.. n thrs only 4 pieces. all 4 are being reserved [including mine of cos]. so u see. its UNIQUE! haha..

im feeling so hot but i cant let the fan face and blow me. y? cos of my bloody eyes, it cant stand the wind. it dries my eye up cosing it to have irritation. fuck.

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goodness me.. the lvl 5's comp is so fucking slow. it take ages to load a page n guess wat. once its done loading, thr'll be at least an error. for eg, my blog. my pic of the layout, is MISSING! gosh. im so bored. im still waiting for my turn to do the evaluation with mf. its taking too long. *sulks*

baby's probably at home nw. he came to sch for lyk wat? 15mins. hahaha... total waste of time huh? too bad. he needs to come for attendence. poor boy.

i miss the club members LAH!!!! my loves, muz meet up soon ok??? lets go drink n chat the night away. haa.. den again, maybe nt go drink cos im so bloody broke. ive declared bankruptcy already. heh..

ok, so ive gt a new wish list, some old items are still in thr. hey. i havent gt them so im nt slashing it away ok. haa..

i cant wait for sept to come. IM GOING TO AUST! YAY!!!! people, shopping list muz come to me ok. money too. ive gt to pay for some of my own shopping so yar. juz gimme SGD. will change them for u to help u guys gt ur stuffs.

ok. i need to go nw. ciaoz!

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omg. im so lazy... i cant bring myself to do anything.. ok. let me see wat i muz do. print my proj stuffs out, burn my proj into a cd, print my notes for sch tml and update ipod. gosh. lazy lazy me.

anywaz. i gt to meet baby today. im a happy girl. hee.. love u. =) it was funny hw he gt shocked when he saw me today becos of the way i dressed. no.. i wasnt in a clown suit. juz diff. i wore my capri, my new mng top n with spags inside [cos mng is pretty low cut n i dun wanna flash my boobs]. yep. im nt in a tee n some super casual pants or jeans. haa.. so obviously, baby will be shock. heh. and i cant wait for my movie date with him. haha.. baby's gonna go watch scary movie 4 with me. YAY! =)

ok. i really need to go do my stuffs nw.

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its 1 plus almost 2am nw, im nt sleepy n ive gt sch at 10 in the morn. so means, i gotta wake up at 8 n im still awake. shit. ok. so baby n i are toking abt his dogs [a female n a male]. haha.. i knw. wat a topic. but they're so cute lah. it all started with a qus fr me. "if tiny's a boy, hw come they dun fuck?" hahaha... yea.. so. both his dogs are act, a couple. SO CUTE!!!! ahhaha.. and... tiny [the male] will act protect his lover [lyk mad mind u]... AWWWWWW!!!!!!! see.. love exist in dog world too. =) n baby.. i really think she's gonna freeze!! so poor thing. hahaa.. ok. i think he's gonna call me silly girl again. haaa.. and we're nw toking abt getting his dogs to hug. hahaha..

ok. on de other windows, a war is goin on. yea.. unwanted teddy bear is seriously pissing bro n sis [jos] off. anti club people!!! read!! gt WAR.

i better try to fall asleep nw. nite people.

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im blogging fr sch nw. *snores* i dont lyk database lessons. ive gt lyk the worst tutor. *faints* when she makes an error. she'll pretend n say "oh! i did tt on purpose can any1 spot the error?" when she dun even knw or cant find the error she made. slap u den u knw arh.

baby's thumb drive is gone. literally gone. i couldnt find it. =(

anywaz. ive changed my tagboard. its flash box nw. tag new tags plz!!! =)

ok. i need to log off nw. ciaoz

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im bored. cant play maple cos its full. 2x exp points nw so all kiasu sporeans are all playing at this time. anywaz. was suppose to go out with mom n godma today. we're suppose to go bugis to gt my customized tee.. its a really cool tee.. mirror reflected. heh. i love it to death n mom has agreed to gt 1 for me! haa.. anywaz. den godma fell ill. she's down with a fever. so no outting. *snores* if i knew she's sick earlier in the morning, i whud have told baby tt i can meet him to lend him my laptop so tt he can do his proj. den at the same time, see him. but oh well.. he's probably at a fren's place doing his work nw. oh. he has to redo his proj cos he lost his thumb drive and guess wat. he went back to sch early early in the morning to only find out tt the lab's nt open today. my poor baby..

ive gt my report to do. but im soooooo lazy. and another part of tt proj is still nt fixed. hbb tried to fix it. but..... its nt helping. gosh. somebody! help me!! hahaa.. ok.. im gonna try do a lil of my report nw. tata

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ok, i knw ive made 2 entries for today already. and im gonna post 1 more. im so bored. i cant sign into maple. its full. shit. and mom's being all menopaused up again. so.. i took her charger to lend it to cheryl [when she was staying over] den i forgt to return it to her. and.. i juz returned it. she has the energy to walk all the way to my room n knock on my door HARD to ask me to put it back into the plug n exactly whr i took it fr blah blah. but do nt have the energy to plug it back n put it back to the exact spot herself. ps. i left the charger in her room. near the plug. u see! she's mad. she's menopausing n still refuse to believe tt she is. she's still in denial. roar.

oh heck. watever. ive decided. im gonna gt my lil fellow a male partner. she's lonely. haa.. n lately. she's been doing actions lyk she's fucking another tortise. weird bitch. oh well.. i'll gt u a partner soon lil fellow. =)

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im so fucking pissed. some fucker juz spoilt my day. its ur fault tt u didnt take the disc fr ur OWN CLASSMATES to load ur fucking prog for ur fucking proj. its NOT MY FAULT tt i CANT LEND U. mf made it so fucking clear tt THE DISC IS SOLELY FOR OUR OWN CLASS. he said every class will have 2 sets of the disc each. so why didnt u take it fr ur classmates? dun give me the crap tt they didnt pass it to u. its ur own responsibility to ASK FOR IT. even i had to ask for it from my own classmates. ITS ALSO NT MY FUCKING FAULT TT U DUN WANNA START UR PROJ EARLIER. NOT MY FAULT TT U WANT TO WAIT UNTIL NW WHEN PEOPLE ARE TOO CAUGHT UP WITH THEIR OWN WORK. ITS NOT MY FAULT TT I CANT HELP U. HEY FUCKER. I CANT EVEN HELP MYSELF. ITS NOT MY FAULT TT I DUN HAVE OTHER PEOPLE'S WORK TO SEND U. ITS NOT MY FAULT TT I CANT SEND U OTHERS' WORK TOO. I DUN HAVE THE FUCKING RITE TO SPREAD THEIR WORK.

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hahaha. i cant believe im watching this show. Barbie's Diaries. but hey. its nice ok. its teenage show ok. haa.. guess wat. in this show, barbie reminds me of me. as in. my life. the girl who nobody notices but her close frenz. wow. haha... and.. she's into rock music too! haa.. yes. barbie is a rockstar in this show. aww.. ok. nvm abt the show. ahah... but i love the show! and i love the theme song too. maybe.. i shud go buy charm's [barbie's band] album. if its available.

anywaz. my programming is almost done. no errors n all. but! thr is 1 part tt cant work. fuck. n hbb is no whr to be found. for tt part, i cant use baby's ans as a reference. mf thot us tt before n baby's ans isnt similar to wat mf thot. oh well..

ok. gonna go do my french proj nw. ciaoz!

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she's the new toilet sign. replacing clarke quay's

big heads, small bods

cheryl n her beer

the gassiest alcohol. even a kid whudden knw its alcohol. he'll think it a new soft drink.

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damn. im suppose to meet baby tml. but... proj. he hasnt finish his. so.. means, i dun gt to see him. argh.. fuck projs. anywaz. juz gt home fr town. met cheryl n twang. den twang left, n we met my aunt [her mom] n sis for dinner. indo food... yummy! hahaha.. so aft they left, i went to look for ying. she said baby seem to be so mysterious. haha.. nice 1 girl. so... baby.. if u see this. show urself boy!! hahaha...

last nite out with erika n cheryl was fun. as usual, we walked alot. haha.. nw both my legs are blistered again. fuck. but its ok. hahaha... ok. i need to go do my work nw.

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YAY!!! i bought my cap! finally.. aft so long. hahaha.. i couldnt find a nice 1 all this while. but today!! today!!! i found it!!! and i love the material!!!! whhhhheeeeeeee....... and... ITS ON DISCOUNT!!! yes. i admit im a cheapo. but hey!!! a few dollars oso money ok. hahaha.. save some money means can buy more things rite?? =)))))) im sucha happy girl rite nw. haa... i'll take a pic of it 1 day. its juz a plain pink, with adiddas logo on it. love it.

ok. enough abt my lovely cap. hahhaa.. my dear twang is BACK!!! i miss her so much. heh. met her for lunch today... had my fave laksa fr my fave stall. YUM! ok. i gotta go do my proj nw. BYEE!!!!!! *hops away*

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omg. i found a gay blog. *shivers* n its pretty gay i muz say..

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this suck. i still cant upload pics into my entries. damn! anywaz. juz came back for awhile. met aunt, cheryl n caryn with mom. brought them ard marina sq n suntec. heh. den... i bumped in ying in suntec. haha.. had dinner at marche. yum! but im so bloated nw. i need maternity clothes. haa.. jk. but i really ate alot today. big appetite! =)))

uploaded pics of jos's bday into the album already. uploaded more today. juz gt the more pics fr tian today. go see.. its in link; photos 2

ok. im goin back to watching desperate hsewives nw. ciaoz

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OMG!!!! twin!!!!!!! ur gf... sabrina.. she's my fren's fren or isit fren's fren's fren. hahaha.. GOSH!!!! this world is so small!!! *faints* wow. all u sp people... haa

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if u dun want me to hate u, den STOP BUGGING ME!!!! argh. so i told teddy [unwanted.t.b] abt y im mad at her n all. yea. fuck. i cant take it anymore. and it was her who asked me. gosh. i really cant have anymore conv with her. its lyk.. u tok to her abt topic A, she'll reply u with topic B. or, her reply abt topic A will be the same all the way. yea. she keeps repeating n repeating. DAMN.

anywaz. tian is my twin nw. the sadistic twin. haaa.. oh. toking abt teddy, tian n jolin were complaining abt her to me last nite. see!!!! even people who dunno her AT ALL. cant stand her. man! she shud do something abt herself. and to teddy, hey. whether frictions [tian] is my fren or jos's fren, isnt exactly ur prob too. so wat if he's jos's fren, wat are u gonna do? make frenz with him juz for her? n dun fucking scold him for no fucking reason. stop acting lyk a mad dog here. im mad enough at u for ur attitude towards me n ur close frenz, n the way u spoke to eugene de other nite. nw, u're attacking my twin too. dun push me to the limit i warn u.

cartoon's making me happy. starhub has preview for disney channel. YAY!!!! IM SO HAPPY!!! i tried psychoing mom into getting me cable tv, but.. it failed. AGAIN. =((( i shud watch as much cartoons as i can while the preview last. haa...

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hahahaha.... tian juz told me tt unwanted teddy bear kept trying to add him n he kept rejecting. gosh.. is she turning psychotic? i mean... they barely toked!!! hahahhaa.. den again. she shudden try adding him at all. lyk cos... he's vice president of the anti club [bro set tt up]! heh..

ok.. something is wrong with my blog. i cant seem to upload the pics [as promised]. i cant even type my entry properly here. something is seriously wrong with the alignment n everything else. weird..... abt the pics, i will load them in my photo album instead [go to link n click : photo 2]

finally gt dad's present. bought him his electrical toothbrush. his broke. haa.. anywaz.. i did some shopping too [obviously! its GSS! hw could i resist! heh]. bought the shorts i was eyeing on for a few days. YAY! and... a cherry tank. kinda cute. haa.. was suppose to gt a book on c#[programming if u dunno]. BUT! the all of the c# books thr, didnt have sufficient information i need for my proj. shit. i think.. i need to email mf.

had dinner at ambush juz nw. YUMMMY!!!!! i wanna go thr again. hee.. their pasta's so tasty!!! den some1 said something funny. but too bad. i couldnt laugh at him. he told his gf tt ambush is a restuarant. and tt its tastier den all de other higher class restuarants. and me? im lyk.. wat???????? yea. in my head of cos. haa... omg! ambush isnt counted a cafe even thou the price is lyk cafe prices. gosh. is he juz trying to impress her? oh well.. ok! back to maple. baby's back in maple too.

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sorry dont seem to be hardest word to say
show me that u're sorry
dun juz say it. u said sorry too many times for too many things already

my eye's swollen again. FUCK. anywaz. congrats bro!! u finally gt her. =))) u 2.. better stay true to each other man. if nt... i'll be stuck in the middle. heh. im happy for u guys. hee..

ok. im gonna go update my ipod nw

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i had sch today. *snore* etiqutte workshop [for cmsk] den proj time. it was funny hw my grp mates n i went mad fr doing our ooad proj. haa.. ok. nvm abt sch. jossy's bday party tml. yea!! cheryl's coming along with me. wheee... cant wait. i gt to meet my girls!! haa.. i miss them.

oh fuck. TOGO SCORED. shit!!!! NOOO!!!!!!!!! i want korea to score!!! fuck. oh, toking abt korea. i want korea's jersey!!! any sponsors?? heh.

ok. ive gt nthing else to blog nw. watch out for pics of her party!! haha.. i hope thr'll be photos.

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11 june, 9.22pm

i gt a tattoo today. =)))) but too bad, its a fake tatt.
i juz gt home fr town. met up with cheryl. YES! she's back! hahaha... saw her tatt. whooo... nice. with a pretty meaningful meaning behind it too. loves. i asked abt the piercing i want today. it'll cost me 60 bucks n no music till i close the hole. fuck. i love the piercing n i love music. im torn between the 2. i REALLY really gotta think carefully abt it.

ive gt sch on tue. SHIT! in the morning somemore. RAH!!!! and guess wat? prissay n mich wun be with me. cos it goes by classes n their classes arent in the same slot as me. crap.

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9 june, 9.35pm

HAPPY ANNI MY LOVE!!! <3

i juz gt home for awhile. went out with my dear girl. haa.. bumped into azmil. bloody hell. fat pig, plz lose some weight. u knw hw hard u bang into me nt?!!!!!!! luckily, i didnt fly.. OR!!!!!!!!! u owe me one more time. HAA! as usal.. azmil n i were arguing. in a fun way. haaa.. and his frenz.... gosh. all they could do was to laugh. HELP ME LAH! %%$$^^&%&^& yea. as usual.. az called me a vampire. hey!!! i dun look lyk 1 ok. n im nt a goth for goodness sake. gosh.

anywaz.. it was funny hw farmer boy was so afraid when wen pretended to be mad at him. hahaha... it was so obvious she's pretending. aww.. wat a cute couple. hahaha.. ok. if eugene ever see wat i juz said, he probably thinks im suffering fr a high fever. heh.

ok. im hungry again. im gonna go dig for food nw.

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8 june, 10.43pm

last paper!! yes!! i cant wait to gt it over n done with. haa.. blah blah blah... ive gt nthing to say anymore.

i miss u. i want u here with me nw.

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8 june, 12.38am

YAY!!! in less den 24hrs, it'll be our 84 weeks baby. hee.. =))) im so glad i have u. u make my world go round muachx.

im in a hol mood already. fuck. i still have 1 more paper!! NOO!!!!! gosh. my last paper is on fri n baby's last paper is tml. NO FAIR!! *pouts* doubt i'll be seeing him anymore for this week. i miss u hon. =(( so.. we're nt gonna spend our anni for this mth together i guess.

watched THE OMEN today. i love the movie!!! haa.. see! i told u im in a hol mood already. oh fuck. ive still gt many projs to do n cheryl's coming back lyk this sun. n ive gt plans on sat already. OH NO!!!! hw??? my proj hw??? die. i seriously need to find time. 2 weeks of hols.. is NOT enough.. i need MORE time. maybe, i'll have to go out lesser with her. BUT! BUT! i need to spend as MUCH time with her as i can. cos.. once she goes to aussie. i'll hardly gt to see her. UNLESS! some kind soul will sponsor me my trip over. erm.. shopping n food fees will do. heh. ok.. im tired. i need rest. no sch tml!! yay!

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6.6.06, 6.59pm

if u want it, u gt to go thru it
fight for love, and the world brings u dwn
but the world will bend,
den the fight will end
love will alwaz win

tts a segment fr a song i juz heard on Oprah. gosh. sucha beautiful song. hee... i didnt manage to memorise the lyrics of the whole song.. but its so sweet!! i mean the lyrics. love it love it love it. very suitable for weddings i muz say. haaa.. oh. who sang it? garth brooks n trisha yearwood [they're country music singers lah.] and they're a real couple. isnt it sweeter nw?? wow...

666 - de-vil's day! woot. hahaha.. opening of the omen!!! i shall resist. aft term test man..
roar!! im abt to slap this fucking bastard whom i barely knw. fuck. he keeps pestering me. back off! argh... STOP BUGGING ME!!!!!!!!!!! and u cant even spell maple. its MAPLE not mepla. wtf.

anywaz.. im home early today. haa.. acc prissay to meet adrian n this guy whom pris call hero [cos he lent us his brolly since it was raining today] for lunch. haha.. den adrian [he drove today] sent both of us home. heh heh... save time n bus fare. ok. so my bus fare dun make much diff. but still. save time. ALOT OF TIME ok. hahaha... i muz come back early to study. haa..

oh. today's paper? EVERYBODY'S GONNA FAIL!! yea!!! rejoice. hahahaha... serious. every1 i asked hw was the paper? same ans. FAIL!!! GONE!!! ahhahaha... even baby. yea. baby n i screwed the paper too. heh..

gosh. sch hol's coming again. n cheryl quek has yet to contact me to tell me abt her arrival time. im suppose to go pick her up. gotta msg her soon. heh. sch hol comes, means i gt to see less of baby. =((( i dun care. u promised to spend more time with me. u better. hee.. i miss u already!!! *pouts* n yes. only u gt the privillege to mess my hair okie? hahaha.. i think baby knws wat im up to nw. hahaha..

ok. study time!! ciaoz!

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1 june, 11.23pm

i told u everything
open up let u in
u made me feel alrite
but nw, im barely hanging on
your actions n words scar me
n all your smiles haunt me

- give me hope, make me whole once again.

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