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a new page. hopefully, a better life with u comes with it too...

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1st half of the day went pretty well. lessons was fun [amazingly.. ok other den 1st period whr i gt really pissed with my tutor] den.. aft lessons, met prissay n we went for a manicure. haha... and.. we went back to sch, met up with hbb n guys to do our stupid proj which we ended up laughing away. work was done.. but nt as hard as we shud be working. DEN! its was back to shopping with prissay again. haha.. bought nthing. both of us were trying to save money. ok.. erm.. she ended up spending alot of money. she did her brows too, took cab to tm n back to sch. so u knw why nw? hah..

ok.. so the next half of the day didnt went well. maybe its juz me. oh well. met this couple which reminded me of hw much the romance between baby n i have faded away. i mean... when a couple are together for long, romance will bound to fade away even thou u still love 1 and another. tt made me upset for a lil while. i mean... i miss those days whr its all sweet honey coated days. gosh. i really really miss those days n i knw it wun come back. honeymoon period is sooo over for us. juz look at us nw. other den msn [which really depends when n hw long he can use the comp for], we hardly speak to each other with more than 10 sentences. nt tt we have nthing to tok abt anymore. its juz.. nt toking? anywaz.. den.. we used to meet up lyk wat? at least 3 times a week. lyk literally meet. nt lyk nw.. we still see each other often. but its more lyk hi! im bumping into u. sorta thing. or sweety.. here's ur notes. n its lyk tts it for the day. i dun feel pressured or watever. its juz tt... I MISS THOSE DAYS! *pouts* but its ok. this is part n partial of life rite? nw tt he's hp line is officially cut off till he pays off his bills again... its gonna be a prob for me to contact him. =(( when i say i promise to be ur understanding girl alwaz, i will do it. i really promise. so feel no pressure yar?

ok.. its time to do my proj nw. deadline's coming. oh gosh. ive gt french tml. AGAIN.. i dread it..

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my ANTI people!!!! somebody's looking for trouble here... i think u all can figure out who tt person is... [HINT: _________ ________ bear..] bloody bitch. dun think i can figure out who u are rite? too bad. ur own eng busted u. tried to look for some1 else to tag with better eng, too bad. we figured tt out too. i tried to leave u alone. i didnt want to start a war. u knw i hate wars. rite nw.. u're forcing me to the edge of the cliff. too bad, i wun jump. im stupid u knw. u're worst of den me. haa. n no... i wun fight u cos im a civilised person. unlike u. childish woman. i cant believe u'll treat all ur frenz lyk tt. GOSH! so much for treating u as my buddy. anywaz.. im glad i gt to see who u really are before its too late.

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isnt photos like this so nice? i want to take a photo like this myself. as in.. im 1 of them kissing. haha.. so cool... hmm.. i think, i wun gt to take such pics anytime soon. i doubt baby wants to. oh well..

wen n i are gonna go watch hecty perform tml. haha.. he'll be singing for his sch concert thingy. gosh. i cant believe im gonna step into cj. so weird. haha.. can he perform outside cj so i dun have to go in? haha.. hmm.. im gonna try to take photos. so.. check back to see if any photo is taken. heh.

ok.. im gonna go back to playing maple nw. ciaoz!

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Disappoint was the word of the day for today.

Current word of the day?

Desire

oh well. am watching oprah show rite nw. wats on? the fantasy wedding. WOW. wat touched me most abt it? the love story. hw the couple met, the love they have for each other, etc. awww... was almost moved to tears i muz say. people alwaz say tt once a couple have been together for long, romance starts to fade. i wonder hw this couple mantain their romance. ok, oprah's gonna start again soon. ciaoz!

oh btw, im gonna start a web business i guess. will start planning n everything once i have the time. ok, oprah time!!!

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yucks. this fellow tt i cant stand, HAS A SIMILAR BLOG ADD! dammmmmnnnit

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disappointment hits me once again. twice in a day nw. fuck.

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ok, my mood's pretty spoilt at the moment. dun ask why. argh. anywaz.. im feeling better thx to the lovely letter cheryl wrote to me. aww... u mean the world to me too girl! loves.

oh n i gt the veronica's cd already. YAY! thx aunt! heh.. n they're leaving for aust tml. i cant wait for my turn. =) im so excited! oh n as for my birkies, ive decided to gt brownish gold instead. its much easier to match. its almost as rare as the 1 i wanted initially. juz 1 extra person having it. soooo.. i guess its alrite rite? haha.. ok, im gonna find some random thing to do nw.

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its 9th of july nw. something's wrong with my blog timing. happy 88 weeks anni baby. i wonder if u'll wish me too. anywaz. its a bad bad idea to gt my ear pierced at whr i gt it pierced. im so clumsy!! which means, i keep hitting it by accident. even leaning on my pillow will hurt my ear. fuck. is my ear to flappy or is the earring too huge? oh well.. at least it looks nice. haa...

gosh, im so sleepy. juz gt home fr church. i wanna take a nap so badly but i scared once i do, i wun sleep in the rite direction, and will be busted by mom or dad abt my new piercing. damn it. so for the welfare of my ear. I MUZ! RESIST THE TEMPTATION TO SLEEP. or at least, find a new position to slp [which will nt bust me] and stay in tt position till i wake up. hmm.. maybe, i'll sit n slp instead. haa..

diane's bday is coming. dunno if i shud gt her the kids birkies or crocs. she lyks them. if im gonna gt them for her, means, her pressie will be delayed cos me, being the bloody cheapo, am gonna import them in. hey! its so much cheaper by 19 bucks ok. hmm.. unless i share cost with mom, den i'll be able to gt her crocs. but!!!! mom thinks its too ex. gosh. i dunno man...

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the birkeis tt i want.. comments plz!!! and order for me too!! im a size 36

tts the reflection of me, pris n mich. try spotting! haa..

i gt my ear pierced today. the highest stud. im happy.

i was suppose to hang with cheryl n her bestie today. but things happened and i ended up with my bestie instead. so i met twang n her fam at bugis, walked ard, den go gt our ears pierced together. aft tt, it was town-ing time. walked ard with her fam till dinner time. her fam left n we went for our dinner at ambush. YUM! haa.. walked ard again. went to birkies, saw tt coloured sandals. I LOVE IT!!! ive decided to gt birkies nw. i mean... so far, i only saw 1 person wearing tt! haa.. so its gd to buy. heh... as for my double tongue sneakers, i'll gt tt aft my trip. for.. sem 2 of yr 2. haha.. mom thinks tt the colour's nice. n twang thinks it fits me. yay!

ok.. i wanna play maple nw. ciaoz!

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baby juz left my place. so wanted to kidnap him so i can have him with me everyday.. muahahahaha... i love falling asleep with him. hee.. =)

ok. so my heat rash isnt getting any better its spreading a lil. nw my arm has the rash too. fuck. i dun care, it muz heal by tml man... im suppose to go tanning with cheryl n her best fren. argh.. my rash is so itchy!!! im trying so hard nt to scratch. argh...

im gonna go get ready to bathe nw.

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ive gt the pics already. any1 who wants it, ask fr me. i'll send them to u. i cant load it onto spaces. spaces broke dwn AGAIN. goodness me... i'll try to load it soon. ok i need to go gt my stuffs printed nw. ciaoz!

oh. ive gt heat rash. fuck. looks gross. damn.

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back home for quite awhile already... met bro n the rest for dinner. bro's treat [thx bro!]. muahaha.. its his bday celeb. HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE NG!!!! A.K.A MY BRUDDDER.... =)))) as the photos, we'll have to wait for my sadistic twin to send. haa. so... chase him for it!!! haha..

anywaz, ive decided to go to sch tml. haha... was having thots of skipping tml's lessons. TOOOOOO LOOOOOONNNNNNGGGGGG. gosh. but den again, ive gt nthing to do at home and ive got a lab test coming up. so! i better attend my lab lessons. i dun wish to fail. heh.

ok. im sleepy. gonna go to bed soon. oh yar. juz in case u people thot ive broken up with baby. nono.. we didnt.. previous entry was abt people lyk ___________ [come ask me if u wanna knw]. haa.. too many weird people reading my blog. so till i set a password here, the most private thots will be changed entries lyk the previous ones.

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im so fucking sleepy but im nt goin to bed yet. im still on the phone with twang n hoping baby is gonna tok to me too. he juz started toking n he juz stopped. dota. games are alwaz more impt den their gfs for guys isnt it? ok. cept for those who dun play games. haa.. lucky u... anywaz. i gt home only abt 10. met cheryl, our moms and caryn for dinner. den went off to meet tian, jolin n eugene aft tt. heh. oh n i gt my bag today. so fucking broke. im only left with 5 bucks. yep. time to starve. i need to save money fast. haa

gt french class tml. *snores* i dunno why but french class is becoming really boring these days. damn... wat happened to the cute lil fairy godmother as my tutor? haha.. frankly speaking, i cant wait for this semester to end. so fucking draggy. feel lyk im gonna die in sch or something. i miss being in the same class as pris n mich. they make me smile. =) i miss having a timetable which fits perfectly with baby's. its so nice having him to go to sch with me n back home together too. aww... haha... i miss those days. oh well.. am nt gonna see him tml. he's gt no sch tml. ok. its a self-declared sch hol for him. i wish i could do tt too but... ive gt french! cant skip tt anymore. damn! oh well.. ok. im so tired. i wanna go rest nw. nite people!

see ya - the anti grp tml! =))

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i kept my mouth shut from the start, i guess it kept u in the dark. i thot u knew but u dont. u said u love me but u wun even find out who i am. i kept my mouth shut for too long, all these time u gt me wrong nw we're in this way too far. i wun keep my mouth shut anymore, i had my share ive closen doors. nw im nt afraid, i knw exactly wat u say but im sorry its too late

will you take me away from here?

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flag day. haa.. didnt do. we went n pris didnt. she's nt ok. swollen face. poor girl. anywaz. the charity organisation themselves were late. *faint* i could have slept for another hr u knw!!! gosh. but its ok. mich n i ended up having breakfast at mac. Its been so long since i had mac. yummy!! haa... den we went to collect our tins and it was movie time!!! haha.. we walked all the way fr tangs to cineplex. sorta argued in a friendly way abt wat movie to watch. haha.. superman or R.V.. guess wat. when we reached thr... we didnt gt to watch any 1 of them. why? cos superman was either sold out or filling fast - means front seats. no thx. neck tired. haa.. [thr was superman, and superman digital] and R.V? nt even available thr. gosh. so wat did we watch? Silen Hill. nice. ok.. pretty erm.. santanic act. they keep pressing god but they practice killing. wtf. i love the part when the lil girl was dancing in raining blood. hahaha... nice! ok.. nt scary, kinda funny act [hw the "monster" was suppose to kill the woman but looks lyk they're dancing instead] overall, its juz ok.

met godma n baby aft tt. hee.. godma was alone shopping but i have a date with baby ltr during the day.. so i had to ditch godma to go meet him. sorry!!! i miss my baby lah. cant help it. hee.. yea.. so we went to gt my stuffs [more likely mom's stuffs - her alphabet stickers] den bank in money [but the machine sorta broke dwn]. haa.. oh n we bumped into shawniee liew. its been ages since i last saw him. he looks lyk he's gt a mini afro nw. so aft all tt, we went back to amk together.

ok.. case study time!! byee!!

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